The Manager of the B. & A.: A NovelKester, Vaughan
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The Manager of the B. & A.: A Novel
Kester, Vaughan
American fiction; Railroad stories
True, by degrees, he had grown away from the memory of it all. He
had long since freed himself of the fear that his secret might be
discovered. With success, he had even acquired a certain complacency.
Without knowing his history, the good or the bad of it, his world had
accepted him for what he was really worth. He was neither cowardly
nor selfish. It was not alone the memory of his own hardships that
embittered him and turned his heart against his father. His mother's
face, with its hunted, fugitive look, rose up before him in protest. He
recalled their wanderings in search of some place where their story was
not known and where they could begin life anew, their return to Burton,
and then her death.
For years it had been like a dream, and now he saw only the slouching
figure of the old convict, which seemed to menace him, and remembered
only the evil consequent upon his crime.
Next he fell to wondering what sort of a man this Roger Oakley was who
had seemed so curiously remote, who had been as a shadow in his way
preceding the presence, and suddenly he found his heart softening
towards him. It was infinitely pathetic to the young man, with his
abundant strength and splendid energy; this imprisonment that had
endured for almost a quarter of a century. He fancied his father as
broken and friendless, as dazed and confused by his unexpected freedom,
with his place in the world forever lost. After all, he could not sit in
judgment, or avenge.
So far as he knew he had never seen his father but once. First there had
been a hot, dusty journey by stage, then he had gone through a massive
iron gate and down a narrow passage, where he had trotted by his
mother's side, holding fast to her hand.
All this came back in a jerky, disconnected fashion, with wide gaps and
lapses he could not fill, but the impression made upon his mind by his
father had been lasting and vivid. He still saw him as he was then, with
the chalky prison pallor on his haggard face. A clumsily made man of
tremendous bone and muscle, who had spoken with them through the bars of
his cell-door, while his mother cried softly behind her shawl. The boy
had thought of him as a man in a cage.
He wondered who Ezra Hart was, for the name seemed familiar. At length
he placed him. He was the lawyer who had defended his father. He was
puzzled that Hart knew where he was; he had hoped the little New England
village had lost all track of him, but the fact that Hart did know
convinced him it would be quite useless to try to keep his whereabouts
a secret from his father, even if he wished to. Since Hart knew, there
must be others, also, who knew.
He took up the newspaper clippings again. By an odd coincidence they had
reached him on the very day the Governor of Massachusetts had set apart
for his father's release.
Outside, in the yards, on the drenched town, and in the sweating fields
beyond, the warm spring rain fell and splashed.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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