The Manhattaners: A Story of the HourVan Zile, Edward S. (Edward Sims)
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The Manhattaners: A Story of the Hour
Van Zile, Edward S. (Edward Sims)
Manhattan (New York, N.Y.) -- Fiction
Richard had arisen, and was looking down at her, his face grown old,
as if life had whispered a mighty secret into his unwilling ears, and
marred the pristine glory of his youth.
Neither of them spoke for a time. Finally he said,--
“I had started to quote to you something that Fenton said. Do you care
to hear it?”
His voice was almost hard with the effort he made to control its
trembling.
“Yes,” she murmured, looking up at him, in her eyes a mute appeal, an
unspoken prayer to his nobler self.
“‘The glory of a renunciation,’ said my friend, ‘lies in the strength
of the temptation.’”
She put her cold, trembling hand into his and their eyes met.
“Please go,” she whispered. “If you care for me at all you will do as I
ask.”
She withdrew her hand, and Richard turned away as if determined to
do as she had requested. For a moment he saw himself in his true
character,--an impressionable, impetuous man, inexperienced in the
ways of the world, and easily influenced by his surroundings.
He saw himself casting meaning glances at a dark-eyed girl in an
unconventional restaurant. Then the remorse and self-loathing that had
come over him as he knelt in prayer in the sombre shadows that haunted
a church-pew returned for an instant, and he felt an irresistible
desire to prove, for his own satisfaction, that the higher aspirations
that had dominated him later on were not mere fleeting fancies. He
turned and reseated himself in the chair at her side.
“Forgive me for what I’ve said,” he implored, his voice low and firm;
“I dare not leave you now. It will drive me mad to reflect that I have
been unkind to you. I have been very selfish. Let me have at least one
more chance to prove that I can be your friend.”
She smiled sadly, and turning to the instrument played softly the
refrain of Heine’s melancholy song.
The impotence of longing, the futility of rebellion, were emphasized in
Richard’s restless mind as he recalled the words of the poem she had
set to music. What availed it that the pine-tree craved the palm? The
inexorable fiat of a universe controlled by laws as pitiless as they
are unchangeable had decreed that only in dreams should its love find
satisfaction.
She turned and looked at him again. Her face was pale, and there were
shadows beneath her eyes, but in her smile was a ray of sunshine.
“Why can you not be content?” she asked gently. “Do you not find
pleasure in spending an evening with me now and then?”
“You need not ask,” he murmured.
“But do you know that it would end all this if--if”--
“If?”
“If you were always as reckless as you have been to-night.”
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