The Manoeuvring Mother (vol. 3 of 3)Bury, Charlotte Campbell, Lady
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The Manoeuvring Mother (vol. 3 of 3)
Bury, Charlotte Campbell, Lady
English fiction -- 19th century
Christobelle endeavoured to calm her mother's nerves, but repeated
attacks had destroyed their tone, and she could not rally at pleasure.
Mrs. Bevan was summoned to attend her lady, and she was laid upon her
bed to receive the usual remedies. Her ladyship was then left in quiet
and in darkness for some hours. This scene was but the recurrence of
a now constantly repeated attack of the nerves upon every sound which
reached her ear from without. The storm, the breeze, the sighing of the
winds, the soft and delicious music which occasionally rose on the air,
all created the same terror--it was Clara reproaching her for youth
and happiness blasted, and constantly exclaiming, "Oh, hard-hearted
mother!"
Time increased the disorder. Four years' residence in Scotland, far
from the scene of Clara's tragic departure, and removed beyond all
allusion to the events which had occurred, did not soften by distance
the regrets of Lady Wetheral's heart. Year after year brought increased
nervousness; and Sir John had endeavoured to lead his lady's thoughts
again towards Wetheral, but in vain. "She had resolved never again to
visit a country which had brought her so much disquietude. Clara was
gone--gone from her for ever, tainted with bitter ingratitude, and the
grandeur of Lady Ennismore's establishment was to her a blank--she
had never witnessed it. All that she had most anxiously desired had
become a source of misery to her feelings, and she only desired now
to live far away from painful associations." Sir John pointed out the
near neighbourhood of her two happily-married daughters, Pynsent and
Boscawen; but it failed to create pleasing thoughts.
"No, I have no wish to see those objects which will remind me of
Julia's banishment and Clara's death. If they are happy, why was
not Julia to be with me, and why was Clara ungrateful? Why was _I_
to be defeated in my views? Why was Julia carried abroad without
one interview with the mother who endured so much to secure her
establishment, without even writing to me? No; I am miserable, but let
me alone, and let me die here!"
Lady Wetheral would at such moments turn to Miss Wetheral with looks of
reproach, and inveigh against her unattractive appearance or manner.
"If you wished to give me pleasure, Bell, you would not fly in my
face, as Clara did. If you attended to your person, I might yet be
gratified by hearing praises of your beauty, and receive pleasure in
contemplating your future establishment; but I have no hopes for you.
I have no inducement to quit this dreary Lochleven. I will not carry
forth a daughter who is blind to her own advancement, or subject myself
to ridicule, by the constant appendage of a young woman who is likely
to pass single to her grave. If I could rouse you to exertion, I might
rally too; but this determined indifference to future distinction
destroys me. I am doomed to suffer every gradation of parental
disappointment."
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