'Why are you so threatened by the Children? From everything
you've told me, they sound even more primitive than the
hill-people.' For a moment his eyes flashed, but he knew she meant no
insult.
'Because I think there could be some other colony on the Island as
well.' Her eyes became suddenly large, and she turned toward him
intently. He continued reluctantly.
'I told you I've seen the smoke of campfires, and as many as
twelve riders at once making toward the island at sunset. But I've
also seen other lights, bright and unnatural, and broad beams that split
the night..... I don't know what they mean.'
As she heard this her heart beat suddenly faster. It was all too
fantastic. Old voices and dreams that she had thought dead and in the
past, surged recklessly to life inside her.
'We've got to go there! We've got to find out.'
'Yes.' He paused, watching her intently in his turn. 'I'm
sorry I couldn't tell you all at once. It was a lot to think
about.'
'I understand.' She got up and began to pace restlessly, breathing
too deep, unable to control it. 'Oh, Kalus, I feel as if I'm
going to burst.'
'I'll be there with you.'
'Yes. YES.' Like a child she ran and wrapped her arms about him.
But later that night, unable to sleep and watching his familiar form
beside her in the darkness, she was dismayed by a strange voice that
told her she wished she was going alone. Even as he had said, she began
to wonder how deep, how true, how honest was their love? And for the
first time in many months she felt the terrible uncertainty of the
dreamer who has wrapped all hope and affection about the shoulders of a
single lover.
IS THIS THE MAN I WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH? And as much
as she wanted to say yes, she couldn't. Because she didn't know.
*
In the chill hour of dawn Kalus woke, and in turn looked upon the
sleeping figure into whom he had poured his life's blood. To see her
lying there beside him, breathing evenly, her face warm and softened
like a child's, was all that he had ever asked, or ever could ask, of
the Nameless. His love for her in that moment, when he knew, or feared,
that her loyalty to him would soon be put to its severest test, was
almost unbearable. Thoughts of a life without her he could not begin to
face, and he, too, felt a moment of doubt.
'Sometimes if you love someone, you have to let them go.' She
hadn't meant the words then, but what if now..... If their love
could not stand, in the bright and hard light of day, then the efforts
of a lifetime were in vain. For if she, who knew him to the depths of
his being---his trials and broken dreams, his personal weakness and
indomitable strength---if she found in him nothing to love and cherish
and hold on to, then who in all the cold, lonely world ever would?
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