'He will have to fend for himself!' retorted Kalus angrily.
Taking her by the arm once more, he forced her onward.
Seeing a pale yellow light filter down from above, he finally relented,
slowing their pace. Stopping to rest on a narrow ledge far beyond the
point where the spider could reach them, he felt his heart pounding
uncontrollably. As it did so it sent angry waves of blood pulsing
sharply through his veins, aggravating the deep head wound he had
sustained the day before. The pain, though not excruciating, combined
with the fear and frustration of the moment to form the totally negative
and inescapably fatalistic frame of mind which had haunted him since
childhood. All his thoughts, worded and otherwise, now seemed to crash
in upon themselves like the breaking of a wave, crushing and smothering
every positive impulse, every hopeful thought inside him. Hanging his
head in a gesture of forced surrender he breathed heavily, mouth open,
and waited for the feeling to pass.
Seeing his despair, Sylviana was moved in a way she could not explain.
Having lived most of her life in sheltered seclusion, all such powerful
emotions had existed for her only in books, and always seemed somehow
pretentious and unreal. To see it now in undeniable reality, affected a
dual response within her. She felt at once both selflessly
compassionate, and selfishly afraid. Again she thought of her friend.
'Kalus?' she asked softly, trying hard not to upset him. 'What
will happen to the wolf?' He started to answer gruffly, but seeing
her anguish, mellowed his tone.
'He will be all right,' he said. 'Akar knows the ways of
escape like no other..... The spider has the mind of an ant. He is not
in danger.' Though he had stretched the truth, he hoped she would
believe him. In his heart he knew that the wolf was probably dead, or
at best, trapped in some dark corner of the cave, hoping the spider
would not find him.
But if he intended to calm her he had failed miserably. Something he
said unknowingly, had upset her even more. 'Are all the insects of
your world as large as the spider?' She asked sincerely, hoping to
God the answer was no. The thought of a swarm of giant ants had sent a
chill straight through her.
'Insects?'
'Crawling things with many legs.'
'Of course not,' he said, shaking his head at her ignorance. How
could she have lived so long and still know so little of the ways of the
Valley? But he was no longer angry with her. The intensity of the pain
dying down, he had actually begun to derive some new sort of pleasure
from hearing the sound of her voice.
'Except for the spider and the mantis,' he continued, 'They
rarely grow to be much longer than your hand.' Though the answer was
hardly reassuring, at least she sensed that he meant well, something she
had not been at all sure of before.
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