the white shadow of a tenement grave, and Sylviana had found her
instrument of revenge.
Chapter 43
All that morning Kalus stayed away, not wanting Sylviana to see him, not
wanting to destroy for Kataya what they had shared the night before.
The gesture was not entirely noble: now more than ever he found it
impossible to think or plan, and simply did not know what else to do.
But as various members of the company began to return early from their
labors, as if by mutual consent at the fine Spring weather, the amiable
Smith accosted him in the place where he sat brooding. The youngest of
the company, he had a pleasant, almost boyish face, with sandy hair and
a light moustache. He took Kalus up as if they were old friends, and
insisted they share a bottle of wine to celebrate the day. Kalus hardly
felt like celebrating, and was half fearful of the liquor's effect on
him; but the other's friendly oblivion made it all but impossible to
say no. So at last, wearily, he consented.
The two went briefly to the botanist's rooms to fetch it, then turned
themselves again out of doors. There in the clear space by the tables
Kalus saw the two women: Kataya, who looked up from her work and smiled
faintly, and Sylviana, who did not smile, though she could not entirely
hide her relief at seeing him at all. But the embers of her anger still
smoldered, waiting only for a restless wind to stoke them again to
withering fire.
The two men moved to the crest of the hill which formed one border of
the grassy bowl in which the others had gathered, and sat beneath the
speckled shade of a young tree that grew there. From here they could
survey the company without feeling too close, and therefore inhibited.
Smith opened the bottle, and after taking several large gulps (despite
the assumed bravado he was nervous, and uncertain how to proceed) passed
it to Kalus, who was much more cautious.
In time he felt the liquor, though he was not overwhelmed by it. Yet he
spoke little, gazing wistfully into the small valley at the two women he
had loved: desiring again the one, though he rebuked himself for it,
loving, and at the same time hating, the fallen angel of his heart.
Smith observed this, and failing in his attempts at indirect
conversation, spoke more plainly.
'I guess by now the Doc has explained to you something of our
breeding problem..... Dave Rawlings can be a bit blunt---subtle as a
truck, really---but he generally says the things that need to be said.
About mating, for example, and children.' Kalus turned toward him
curiously, as Smith pretended not to notice.
'He and I were just talking about it last night, and do you know what
he said? Stop screwing around and just ask them. Enough of this
timidity. It's high time for those of us who can still procreate to
get down to some serious fucking.''
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