If Smith had stopped talking long enough, Kalus would have gotten up and
walked away from what seemed to him a lunatic assault on those things he
held most dear. But he did not stop.
'We've all been in rather a state of shock the past year, sexually
as well as otherwise. And of course we had plenty of other things to
think about first: constructing the shelters, laying up food for the
Winter.'
'Survival,' said Kalus bluntly. 'Just like everyone else.'
'Yes..... Are you angry with me?'
The man-child studied the face of the other, finding nothing but
friendship, sensitivity and good intentions. 'No,' he said sadly.
'I don't know what to feel.'
'Should we talk about this another time?'
'What would it change?'
'Probably nothing,' said Smith ruefully. 'You understand that
I'm only speaking for the good of the group. We're a family,
really.'
'But one without children,' added Kalus sympathetically.
'Yes. We need them. . .or everything we do dies with us. Along with
all hope for the future.' He took another drink to keep from
betraying emotion. But this only augmented, rather than submerging the
yearning for life that so overwhelmed him. 'The sound of their
laughter,' he began again, his eyes welling. The wail of newborn
life. . .would be such blessed relief from the dry, sterile sound of our
own voices.'
At this Kalus eyes' misted as well, remembering Shama, and the Child
on the shore. 'I would give everything I have to hear it,' he
said, surprised by his own words, and the thoughts that lay behind them.
'Me, too.' And the young scientist put a hand on Kalus'
shoulder. 'What I'm trying to tell you is that according to our
tests, only Rawlings, myself and the Commander, still have the ability
to father a child. And in your case, of course, there would be no
reason for the sterility.' At Kalus' questioning look he added.
'Oh, the others can still make love, it just doesn't get them
anywhere..... No pregnancy. No kids.'
'What are you asking me to do?'
Smith sighed, knowing it was now or never. 'Look down there. You
see that beautiful, slender reed in the black dress?'
'Kataya.'
'Yes..... She's twenty-six, and in the full flower of womanhood.
She desperately wants a child, but apparently the rest of us don't do
anything for her. And then Dr. Welles, there.' He
pointed. 'Thirty-four, and married to a man who can't give her
children. Should they both be punished for it? And your own Sylviana.
Wouldn't the two of you, at least, consider having a child?'
But Kalus' mind was reeling. The concept of free love was so
incredible to him, at once both desirable and unthinkable..... He gave
voice to only one of the myriad questions that confronted him.
'Is there no other way?'
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