The next day when he returned to check on her, he found that her father,
aided in his spiritual pilgrimage by a fifth of tequila, had fallen from
the fire escape, and was now in a City hospital pending deportation.
That was why she had not returned to their room, but remained on the
front steps, freed from one hell but confident that another awaited her,
which no doubt it did: she had no money, and would soon be evicted.
William had bought her breakfast, stolen her a jacket and scarf, then
brought her to his mansion of rats, fallen plaster, moldering walls, and
warmed by a kerosene heater which only smoked dangerously toward
morning.
After waiting for three days to be put to work on the streets, she found
to her amazement that he neither demanded she sell herself to others or
perform sex tricks for him, and had not put a hand on her except in
awkward comfort and reassurance. That night she gave herself to him,
they made sweet and tender love; and he had done something even more
inexplicable. He had cried, and promised to protect her with his life
against the bitcheries of poverty and despair that he knew so well.
>From that time on they were inseparable, living where they could, doing
what they had to do, to survive. William was not, in fact, a junkie,
though he came as close to the line without crossing it as any human
being ever could. But for Kathy's sake he gave up hard drugs almost
completely, finding that with her he no longer needed the barbiturates
to sleep, injected amphetamines to feel alive in the night, or alcohol
to keep the spiritual agony from killing him. Without the world's
help, or even its consent, he pulled himself and his young woman up out
of the gutter, and as she had done for him, gave them both a reason to
live.
But then Armageddon had come, oblivious to his, and everyone's,
agonies and ecstasies, bitter triumphs and long defeats. The War, that
had been building for centuries from Man's ignorance, and inability
to overcome his instinct for violence, finally broke out. The satellite
lasers had protected the City for a time, keeping the first wave of
missiles off them, for perhaps an hour. But it didn't take a genius
to know that New York's famous minutes were numbered.
So through the crash of panic-stricken people, trying to evacuate or
merely crying, 'Oh, my God!' while still others who had not seen
or heard the broadcasts stood about in a daze and tried to understand
what was happening, William took Kathy and sought out his friend,
Dr. Wilhelm Krause---the black pessimist, partly insane. Looting, too,
had broken out, but it was halfhearted, so that even the police, grim
soldiers of the street, showed little inclination toward retaliatory
violence. The City, for all its noise and seeming activity, was in a
strangling state of shock.
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