William found Dr. Krause---whom he had met while hospitalized with
hepatitis (from a rusted syringe)---in his basement laboratory, sunk
ninety feet below the ground, side-cut into solid bedrock at the base of
gigantic Mercy Hospital. For among the towering sky-scrapers, some
reaching over two hundred stories, it was not uncommon for their
foundations to sink another tenth that distance. And along with the
subways, bored farther and farther beneath the level of the streets,
they formed the literal New York underground, a silent world unto
itself, a still, protected inlet in the heart of the maelstrom.
When William burst in upon the aged Krause, the latter did not at first
seem to recognize him. For though he had been preparing for this day
for many years, now that it had come, his mind and heart were simply
overwhelmed. He found himself unable to act, or even think. It was
really happening, not in theory, not in the lecture hall, but in
damnable and undeniable reality. The unspeakable, of which he had
spoken for thirty years, had happened at last. There was something he
was supposed to do.....
Slowly his weary eyes and mind focused, his German courage rallied, and
he saw before him the young man he had once caught trying to steal
morphine from the hospital storeroom. In a moment almost of nostalgia,
he recalled the incident. He had not called security or the police, had
not tried to confront the sick and desperate youth, but said simply,
'Go back to your room, son. No, I'm not going to turn you in.
We'll talk about it later.' And to the young man's astonishment
they HAD talked, on several occasions and for hours at a time. William
found in the aging and alienated recluse a friend, and the closest thing
to a father that he would ever know. When he had spoken of his life,
Krause listened attentively, as if finding in the bitter tale of poverty
and poor health, pursuit and persecution, a note in harmony with his own
struggle amidst the viper-filled pit of unenlightened human nature.
Upon William's release he had shown him his laboratory, and explained
what it was for. And he had told him to come, if this moment ever
arrived.
'Hello, William,' he said quietly.
'Doctor!' said the other breathlessly. 'I don't care about
myself, but you HAVE to save Kathy. She can't die, she just
can't!'
'Now, now,' said Krause, 'There's no need to be heroic. You
sound like one of those detestable Wagnerian operas---all full of blood
oaths, and absurd quests to dubious ends. Damned prelude to the Nazis
is what they were, along with Nietzsche and all that, Great men
create their own morality' horse-shit. Did you know Hitler was
impotent? That's why he never married Eva Braun. They say that
Goring used to wear eye make-up when they were alone, and---'
'Doctor, please!'
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