Sylviana was almost in a state of shock. If Kalus had intended to sober
her opinion of what they were up against by exposing her directly to it,
then he had resorted to overkill. Never had she felt so helpless and
exposed as in the presence of that ever-changing panorama of landscapes
and formidable creatures. It was like a bad dream without waking: being
in some monstrous zoo, and then finding that the bars of the cages had
suddenly disappeared. Like but unlike the prehistoric mammals she had
dreaded, inexplicably mixed from the family of continents, they were, in
a word, overpowering.
She had not been so frightened by the large herd animals---these gave an
air of self-satisfied indifference---as she had been by the fierce
predators that hunted, literally, right alongside them. Kalus had said
not to worry, that there was an unspoken understanding when on common
ground and in times of abundance (he had stretched the truth). But it
was hard to remain calm while looking up sandstone hills at mountain
cats seven feet long, with dark traces of mane draggled across
impossibly muscular shoulders. She thought of the subtly changed
hyenas, probably the most unnerving of all, that had swelled like a
tooth-edged tide of hatred to the very limits of their borders, snarling
and threatening. And Kalus, shaking his spear in answer, and crying out
like an animal himself.
And finally the kill, after so many hours. . .she tried to block it from
her mind. But she could not. There it was right in front of her: Kalus
driving the spear deep into the antelope's shoulder as it ran past,
the sudden look of terror in its eyes as it fell. Then the way he had
ripped the knife from her hand and slashed its throat without
hesitation. True, he had ended its suffering quickly. But why did they
have to kill it at all? And what was the point, if this world was so
utterly wretched and cruel? Again the questions came much too easily.
The answers did not.
By the time Kalus finished skinning the carcass it was nearly dark.
They (or rather he) then decided to cook it there as well, rather than
risk the long climb in darkness. The girl halfheartedly suggested they
take it up through the shaft, but this too was impractical. They built
their fire near the back of the curving frontal chamber, concealing the
flames. Kalus made a crude spit from wood gathered earlier, and began
the long, slow process of cooking the meat in strands, that nothing
would be wasted.
*
After a time the smoke gathered above them at its height, trailing and
wisping across the vaulted ceiling to the entrance, forming pools, or
rising like an upward fall through the shaft. Sylviana lay emotionless
on the bed, and watched it flow out like a river of vapor. After what
seemed a long time she heard Kalus' voice calling her to eat.
'I'm not hungry,' she said. He came and sat beside her on the
bed.
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