He ate little; and, do what he would, he could not keep his mind
from wandering. He thought of his aunt, and how hurt she had been the
previous night; of his uncle, and how he had snubbed and then slavered
over him; of the Governor, and how strange the interest he had shown in
him; and finally, he thought of Pete, and how lately he was dead, and
how soon forgotten.
In the midst of these memories, all sad and some bitter, suddenly he
remembered again that he was supping with Kate. Then he struggled to
be bright and even a little gay. He knew that she would be taking her
supper at Sulby at that moment, thinking of him and making believe that
he was with her. So he tried to think that she was with him, sitting in
the chair opposite, looking across the table between the white cloth
and the blue lamp-shade, out of her beaming eyes, with her rings of dark
hair dancing on her forehead, and her ripe mouth twitching merrily. Then
the air of the room seemed to be filled with a sweet presence. He
could have fancied there was a perfume of lace and dainty things.
“Sweetheart!” He laughed--he hardly knew if it was himself that had
spoken. It was dear, delicious fooling.
But his eyes fell on the chest wherein he had buried the letters and the
medallion, and his mind wandered again. He thought of his father, of his
grandfather, of his lost inheritance, and how nearly he had reclaimed
the better part of it, and then once more of Pete, crying aloud at last
in the coil of his trouble, “Oh, if Pete had only lived!”
His voice startled and his words horrified him. To wipe out both in
the first moment of recovered consciousness, he filled his glass to
the brim, and lifted it up, rising at the same time, looking across
the table, and saying in a soft whisper, “Your health, darling, your
health!”
The bell rang from the street door, and he stood listening with the
wine-glass in his hand. When he knew anything more, a voice at his
elbow was saying out of a palpitating gloom, “The gentleman can't come,
seemingly; he has sent a telegram.”
It was Jem-y-Lord holding a telegram in his hand.
Philip tore open the envelope and read--
“Coming home by Ramsey boat to-morrow well and hearty tell Kirry Peat.”
IV.
Somewhere in the dead and vacant dawn Philip went to bed, worn out by a
night-long perambulation of the dark streets. He slept a heavy sleep
of four deep hours, with oppressive dreams of common things swelling to
enormous size about him.
When Jem-y-Lord took the tea to his master's bedroom in the morning,
the tray was almost banged out of his hands by the clashing back of the
door, after he had pushed it open with his knee. The window was half
up, and a cold sea-breeze was blowing into the room; yet the grate and
hearth showed that a fire had been kindled in the night, and his master
was still sleeping.
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