“Not heard of it, though? Fetching the child to the wedding to have the
bad name taken off it--no? They were standing the lil bogh---it's only
three--two is it, Grannie, only two?--well, they were standing the lil
thing under its mother's perricut while the sarvice was saying.”
“You don't say!”
“Aw, truth enough, sir! It's the ould Manx way of legitimating. The
parsons are knowing nothing of it, but I've seen it times.”
“John's right,” said Mr. Jelly; “and I can tell you more--it was just
_that_ the man went to church for.”
“Wouldn't trust,” said John the Clerk. “The woman wasn't getting much of
a husband out of it anyway.”
“No,” said Pete--he had not spoken before--“but the child was getting
the name of its father, though.”
“That's not mountains of thick porridge, sir,” said somebody. “Bobbie's
gone. What's the good of a father if he's doing nothing to bring you
up?”
“Ask your son if you've got any of the sort,” said Pete; “some of you
have. Ask me. I know middling well what it is to go through the world
without a father's name to my back. If your lad is like myself, he's
knowing it early and he's knowing it late. He's knowing it when he's
saying his bits of prayers atop of the bed in the gable loft: 'God bless
mother--and grandmother,' maybe--there's never no 'father' in his little
texes. And he's knowing it when he's growing up to a lump of a lad and
going for a trade, and the beast of life is getting the grip of him. Ten
to one he comes to be a waistrel then, and, if it's a girl instead, a
hundred to nothing she turns out a--well, worse. Only a notion, is
it? Just a parzon's lie, eh? Having your father's name is nothing--no?
That's what the man says. But ask the _child_, and shut your mouth for a
fool.”
There was a hush and a hum after that, and Kate, who had reached from
the bed to open the door, clutched it with a feverish grasp.
“But Christian Killip is nothing but a trollop, anyway, sir,” said
Cæsar.
“Every cat is black in the night, father--the girl's in trouble,” said
Pete. “No, no! If I'd done wrong by a woman, and she was having a child
by me, I'd marry her if she'd take me, though I'd come to hate her like
sin itself.”
Grannie in the kitchen was wiping her eyes at these brave words, but
Kate in the bedroom was tossing in a delirium of wrath. “Never, never,
never!” she thought.
Oh, yes, Philip would marry her if she imposed herself upon him, if she
hinted at a possible contingency. He, too, was a brave man; he also had
a lofty soul--he would not shrink. But no, not for the wealth of worlds.
Philip loved her, and his love alone should bring him to her side. No
other compulsion should be put upon him, neither the thought of her
possible future position, nor of the consequences to another. It was the
only justice, the only safety, the only happiness now or in the time to
come.
“He shall marry me for _my_ sake,” she thought, “for my own sake--my own
sake only.”
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