The little cunning arts of her sex, the small deceits in which she had
disguised herself fell away from her now. She said to herself, “I will
stop the nonsense about the marriage with Pete.” It was mean, it was
foolish, it was miserable trifling, it was wicked, it was a waste
of life--above all, it was doing a great, great wrong to her love of
Philip! How could she ever have thought of it?
Next morning she was up and was dressing when Grannie came into the room
with a cup of tea. “I feel so much better,” she said “that I think I'll
go to Douglas by the coach today, mother.”
“Do, bogh,” said Grannie cheerfully, “and Pete shall go with you.”
“Oh, no; I must be quite alone, mother.”
“Aw, aw! A lil errand, maybe! Shopping is it? Presents, eh? Take your
tay, then.” And Grannie rolled the blind, saying, “A beautiful morning
you'll have for it, too. I can see the spire as plain as plain.” Then,
turning about, “Did you hear the bells this morning, Kitty?”
“Why, what bells, mammy?” said Kate, through a mouthful of bread and
butter.
“The bells for Christian Killip. Her old sweetheart took her to church
at last. He wouldn't get rest at your father till he did--and her baby
two years for Christmas. But what d'ye think, now? Robbie left her at
the church door, and he's off by the Ramsey packet for England. Aw,
dear, he did, though. 'You can make me marry her,' said he, 'but you
can't make me live with her,' he said, and he was away down the road
like the dust.”
“I don't think I'll go to Douglas to-day, mother,” said Kate in a broken
voice. “I'm not so very well, after all.”
“Aw, the bogh!” said Grannie. “Making too sure of herself, was she? It's
the way with them all when they're mending.”
With cheerful protestations Grannie helped her back to bed, and then
went off with an anxious face to tell Cæsar that she was more ill than
ever.
She was ill indeed; but her worst illness was of the heart. “If I go to
him and tell him,” she thought, “he will marry me--yes. No fear that he
will leave me at the church door or elsewhere. He will stay with me. We
will be man and wife to the last. The world will know nothing. But _I_
will know. As long as I live I will remember that he only sacrificed
himself to repair a fault That shall never be--never, never!”
Cæsar came up in great alarm. He seemed to be living in hourly dread
that some obstacle would arise at the last moment to stop the marriage.
“Chut, woman!” he said play-. fully. “Have a good heart, Kitty. The
sun's not going down on you yet at all.”
That night there were loud voices from the bar-room. The talk was of the
marriage which had taken place in the morning, and of its strange and
painful sequel. John the Clerk was saying, “But you'd be hearing of the
by-child, it's like?”
“Never a word,” said somebody.
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