While old Anne told her story her old husband opened his mouth wider and
wider, until the pipe-shank dropped out of his toothless gums on to his
waistcoat. Then he stretched his left arm and brought down his clenched
hand with a bang on to her shoulder.
“And have you been living with me better than sixty years,” said he,
“and never telling me that before?”
Pete tried to pacify his ancient jealousy, but it was not to be
appeased, and he shouldered the wheel and hobbled off, saying, “And I
sent out two pound five to put a stone on the man's grave!”
There was loud laughter when the old couple were gone, but Pete said,
nevertheless, “A sacret's a sacret, though, and the ould lady had no
right to tell it. It was the dead man's sacret too, and she's fouled the
ould man's memory. If a person's done wrong, the best thing he can do
next is to say darned little about it.”
Kate rose and went off to bed. Another door had been barred to her, and
she felt sick and faint.
XVIII.
The next day was Saturday. Kate remembered that Philip came to Ballure
on Saturdays. She felt sure that he would come to Sulby also. Let him
only set eyes on her, and he would divine the trouble that had taken the
colour out of her cheeks. Then he would speak to Pete and to her father;
he would deliver her; he would take everything upon himself. Thus all
day long, like a white-eyed gambler who has staked his last, she waited
and listened and watched. At breakfast she said to herself, “He will
come this morning.” At dinner, “He will come this evening.” At supper,
“He will come tonight.”
But Philip did not come, and she grew hysterical as well as restless.
She watched the clock; the minutes passed with feet of lead, but the
hours with wings of fire. She was now like a criminal looking for a
reprieve. Every time the clock warned to strike, she felt one hour
nearer her doom.
The strain was wearing her out. She reproached Philip for leaving her to
this cruel uncertainty, and she suffered the pangs of one who tries
at the same time to love and to hate. Then she reproached herself with
altering the date of the marriage, and excused Philip on the grounds of
her haste. She felt like a witch who was burning by her own spell. Hope
was failing her, and Will was breaking down as well. Nevertheless, she
determined that the wedding should be postponed.
That was on Saturday night. On Sunday morning she had gone one step
farther. The last pitiful shred of expectation that Philip would
intervene seemed then to be lost, and she had resolved that, come
what would, she should not marry at all. No need to appeal to Pete; no
necessity to betray the secret of Philip. All she had to do was to
say she would not go on with the wedding, and no power on earth should
compel her.
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