Kate looked around; she did not speak; her eyes began to fill.
“Isn't it fit for a Dempster's lady?” said Pete, sweeping the
whip-handle round the room like a showman.
Kate could bear no more. She sank into a chair and burst into a fit of
tears. Pete's glowing face dropped in an instant.
“Dear heart alive, darling, what is it?” he said. “My poor girl, what's
troubling you at all? Tell me, now--tell me, bogh, tell me.”
“It's nothing, Pete, nothing. Don't ask me,” said Kate. But still she
sobbed as if her heart would break.
Pete stood a moment by her side, smoothing her arm with his hand. Then
he said, with a crack and a quaver in his great voice, “It _is_ hard
for a girl, I know that, to lave father and mother and every one and
everything that's been sweet and dear to her since she was a child, and
to come to the house of her husband and say, 'The past has been very
good to me; but still and for all, I'm for trusting the future to you.'
It's hard, darling; I know it's hard.”
“Oh, leave me! leave me!” cried Kate, still weeping.
Pete brushed his sleeve across his eyes, and said, “Take her upstairs,
Mrs. Gorry, while I'm putting up the mare at the 'Saddle.'”
Then he whistled to the dog, which had been watching him from the
hearthrug, and went out of the house. The handle of the whip dragged
after him along the floor.
Mrs. Gorry, full of trouble, took Kate to her room. Would she not eat
her supper? Then salts were good for headache-should she bring a bottle
from her box? After many fruitless inquiries and nervous protestations,
the good soul bade Kate good-night and left her.
Being alone, Kate broke into yet wilder paroxysms of weeping. The
storm-cloud which had been gathering had burst at last. It seemed as if
the whole weight of the day had been deferred until then. The piled-up
hopes of weeks had waited for that hour, to be cast down in the sight
of her own eyes. It was all over. The fight with Fate was done, and the
frantic merriment with which she had kept down her sense of the place
where the blind struggle had left her made the sick recoil more bitter.
She thought of Philip, and her trouble began to moderate. Somewhere out
of the uncrushed part of her womanhood there came one flicker of womanly
pride to comfort her. She saw Philip at last from the point of revenge.
He loved her; he would never cease to love her. Do what he might to
banish the thought of her, she would be with him always; the more surely
with him, the more reproachfully and unattainably, because she would
be the wife of another man. If he could put her away from him in the
daytime, and in the presence of those worldly aims for which he had
sacrificed her, when night came he would be able to put her away no
more. He would never sleep but he would see her. In every dream he would
stretch out his arms to her, but she would not be there, and he would
awake with sobs and in torment. There was a real joy in this thought,
although it tore her heart so terribly.
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