She heard him open the garden gate, clash it back, come up the path with
an eager step, shut the door of the house and chain it on the inside.
Then she heard his deep voice speaking below.
“Better now, Mrs. Gorry?”
“Aw, better, sir, yes, and quiet enough this ten minutes.”
“Give her time, the bogh! Be aisy with the like, be aisy.”
Presently she heard him send off Mrs. Gorry for the night, saying he
should want no supper, and should be going to bed soon. Then the house
became quiet, and the smell of tobacco smoke came floating up the
stairs.
Kate's hot breath on her hands grew damp against her face. She felt
herself swooning, and she caught hold of the mantelpiece.
“It cannot be,” she thought. “He must not come. I will go down to him
and say, 'Pete, forgive me, I am really the wife of another.'”
Then she would tell him everything. Yes, she would confess all now.
Oh, she would not be afraid. His love was great. He would do what she
wished.
She made one step towards the door, and was pulled up as by a curb. Pete
would say, “Do you mean that you have been using me as a cloak? Do you
ask me to live in this house, side by side with you, and let no one
suspect that we are apart? Then why did you not ask me yesterday? Why do
you ask me to-day, when it is too late to choose?”
No, she could not confess. If confession had been difficult yesterday,
it was a thousand times more difficult to-day, and it would be a
thousand thousand times more difficult tomorrow.
Kate caught up the cloak she had thrown aside. She must go away.
Anywhere, anywhere, no matter where. That was the one thing left to
her--the only escape from the wild tangle of dread and pain. Pete was in
the hall; there must be a way out at the back; she would find it.
She lowered the lamp, and turned the handle of the door. Then she saw a
light moving on the landing, and heard a soft step on the stairs. It
was Pete, with a candle, coming up in his stockinged feet. He stopped
midway, as if he heard the click of the latch, and then went noiselessly
down again.
Kate closed the door. She would not go. If she left the house that night
she would cover Pete with suspicion and disgrace. The true secret would
never be known; the real offender would never suffer; but the finger of
scorn would be raised at the one man who had sheltered and shielded her,
and he would die of humiliation and blind self-reproach.
This reflection restrained her for the moment, and when the stress of
it was spent she was mastered by a fear that was far more terrible. For
good or for all she was now married to Pete, and he had the rights of
a husband. He had a right to come to her, and he _would_ come. It
was inevitable; it had to be. No boy or girl love now, no wooing, no
dallying, no denying, but a grim reality of life--a reality that comes
to every woman who is married to a man. She was married to Pete. In the
eye of the world, in the eye of the law, she was his, and to fly from
him was impossible.
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