“Is it you, Pete?”
“Yes, it's me. I was seeing the lamp, so I knew you war'n in bed at all.
Studdying a bit, it's like, eh? I thought I wouldn't waken the house,
but just shout up and tell you.”
“What is it, Pete?” said Philip. His voice shivered like a sail at
tacking.
“Nothing much at all. Only the wife's gone to England over by the
night's steamer.”
“To England?”
“Aw, time for it too, I'm thinking; the wake and narvous she's been
lately. You remember what the doctor was saying yonder everin,' when we
christened the child? 'Send her out of the island,' says he, 'and she'll
be coming home another woman.' Wasn't for going, though. Crying and
shouting she wouldn't be laving the lil one. So I had to put out a bit
of authority. Of course, a husband's got the right to do that, Philip,
eh? Well, I'll be taking the road again. Doing a fine night, isn't it?
Make's a man unwilling to go to bed.”
Philip trembled and felt sick. He tried to speak, but could utter
nothing except an inarticulate noise. As Pete went off, an owl screeched
in the glen. Philip drew down the sash, pulled the blind, tugged the
curtains across, stumbled into the middle of the floor, and leaned
against the bed.
“Such is the beginning of the end,” he thought.
The duplicity, the deceit, the daily torment which Kate had left behind,
were henceforward to be his own! At one flash, as of lightning, he saw
the path before him. It was over cliffs and chasms and quagmires, where
his foot might slip at any step.
His head began to reel. He took the brandy bottle from the
dressing-table, poured out half a tumbler, and drained it at one
draught. As he did so, his eyes above the rim of the glass rested on the
portrait of his mother over the fireplace. The face as he saw it then
was no longer the face of the winsome bride. It was the living face as
he remembered it--bleared, bloated, gross, and drunken. She smiled on
him, she beckoned to him.
It was the beginning of the end indeed. He was his mother's son as well
as his father's. The father had ruled down to that day, but it was the
turn of the mother now. He could not resist her. She was alive in his
blood, and he was hers.
Never before had he touched raw spirits, and the brandy mastered him
instantly. Feeling dizzy, he made an effort to undress and get into bed.
He dragged off his coat and his waistcoat, and threw his braces over his
shoulders. Then he stumbled, and he had to lay hold of the bedpost. His
hand grew chill and relaxed its hold. Stupor came over him. He slipped,
he slid, he fell, and rolled with outstretched arms on to the floor. The
fire went out and the lamp died down.
Then the sun came up over the sea. It was a beautiful morning. The town
awoke; people hailed each other cheerfully in the streets, and joy-bells
rang from the big church tower for the first court-day of the new
Deemster. But the Deemster himself still lay on the floor, with damp
forehead and matted hair, behind the blind of the darkened room.
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