He stopped. The little lady looked at him dubiously and made a pull
at the string of her night-cap, causing it to fall aside and give a
grotesque appearance to her troubled old face.
“Take a little brandy, dear. I left it here on the dressing-table.”
“Don't trouble about me, Auntie. Good-night again. There! go back to
bed.”
Half coaxing, half forcing her, he drew her to the door, and she went
out slowly, reluctantly, doubtfully, the wandering strings of her cap
trailing on her shoulders, and her bare feet nipping up the bottom of
the night-dress behind her.
Philip looked at the book he had snatched up in his haste. What had put
that book of all books into his hand? What had brought him to that room
of all rooms? And on that night of all nights? What devil out of hell
had tempted Auntie Nan to torture him? He would not stay; he would go
back to his own bed.
Out on the landing he heard a low voice. It came from Auntie Nan's room.
A spear of candle-light shot from her door, which was ajar. He paused
and looked in. The white night-dress was by the bedside, the night-cap
was buried in the counterpane. A cat had established itself beside it,
and was purring softly. Auntie Nan was on her knees. Philip heard his
own name----
“God bless my Philip in the great place to which he has been called this
day. Give him wisdom and strength and peace!”
Holy woman, with angels hovering over you, who dared to think of devils
tempting your innocence and love?
Philip went back to his father's room. He began to reconcile himself
to his position. Though he had been extolling his father at his own
expense, what had he done but realise his father's hopes. And, after
all, he could not have acted differently. At no point could he have
behaved otherwise than he had. What had he to accuse himself for? If
there had been sin, he had been dragged into it by blind powers which he
could not command. And what was true of himself was also true of Kate.
Ah! he could see her now. She was gone where he had sent her. There
were tears in her beautiful eyes, but time would wipe them away. The
duplicity of her old life was over; the corroding deceit, the daily
torment, the hourly infidelity--all were left behind. If there was
remorse, it was the fault of destiny; and if she was suffering the pangs
of shame, she was a woman, and she would bear it cheerfully for the sake
of the man she loved. She was going through everything for him. Heaven
bless her! In spite of man and man's law, she was his love, his darling,
his wife--yes, his wife--by right of nature and of God; and, come what
would, he should cling to her to the last.
Suddenly a thick voice cut through the still air of the night.
“Philip!”
It was Pete at last He was calling up at the window from the path below.
Philip groaned and covered his face with his hands.
“Philip!”
With rigid steps Philip walked to the window and threw up the sash. It
was starlight, and the branches were bending in the night air.
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