The Maréchale (Catherine Booth-Clibborn)Strahan, James
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The Maréchale (Catherine Booth-Clibborn)
Strahan, James
Booth-Clibborn, Catherine, 1860-1955
It was twelve days before the trial came on. The Maréchale was in
delicate health, and frequently became sick. The hunger-striking and
forcible feeding of these latter days would soon have killed her. She
tried to eat, but had little appetite, and what little she had was
destroyed by the garlic in the food. Mice disturbed her nights and in
the early morning the odours which came from the passages were
insupportable. The only way in which she could get any relief was by
putting her face between the iron bars of the window and breathing the
air which came up from the lake. She was always thankful that her face
was thin and just went through the cold bars.
One morning at five or six o’clock she was awakened by happy voices
singing dear familiar choruses outside the prison walls. She was very
ill, but she dragged herself from her hard bed to the window, waved her
hand, and cried "Amen!" Then she attached her handkerchief to a bar,
and let it flutter like a flag. The signal was received with shouts of
"Amen, Maréchale—be of good cheer—hold on—hallelujah!"
As the time passed, she was thrown in upon herself, and went through a
great soul-struggle. She had lately been the victim of a stinging
article, grossly ignorant and cruelly unjust, which had appeared in a
religious paper, written, rumour said, by the wife of a Swiss pastor.
It had accused her of unwomanliness, immodesty, and vanity. She made
the painful discovery that she could not yet say, "None of these things
move me." The poisoned arrows had gone deep, forcing tears from her
eyes and attacking her peace of mind. Chancing to notice a little slate
hanging on the wall of her cell, she took it down and began to write on
it all the accusations which her enemies might bring against her, asking
herself as she did so, "Could you write your name and say you accept
that, and that?" Her conscience compelled her to answer "No, there are
some things which I could not endure." She was appalled as she thought
of more and greater trials which God might ask her to undergo. He might
deprive her of health. He might send her to Japan. He might take away
her reputation and make it impossible for her to defend herself. Could
she bear such things? No, she could not yet sign her name under the
terrible words she wrote. With sorrow she put the slate back in its
place, and for two days it hung against the wall with its list of cruel
things which she could not accept. But during those days she pondered
and prayed. She rebuked her doubts and fears. How could she ever
distrust her Lord, who had led her with such infinite tenderness? How
imagine that He would ever lay upon her more than He would give her
power to bear? She soon crept up close to His arms, and realised that
nothing was really unbearable except doubt. Taking her slate down, she
read over again all that she might be called upon to suffer, and signed
"Catherine Booth." Then the Angels of God filled the prison cell; the
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