It left the more for Effie. She who was not trained to work must go
into the world and fight not only for her bread but for her mother’s
luxuries. Augusta Mannering was merciless in her demands. She believed,
quite sincerely, that Eflie was gaining riches in the offices of
Manchester and withholding a share from her in simple self-indulgence.
Was it not by going to offices that Dr. Mannering’s rich patients had
been able to pay their bills? And hadn’t they an army of friends who
used to eat their salt?
But the friends, misunderstanding Effie’s pride, offered no help of the
kind she could accept. She wanted work, not invitations to houses where,
with dress and servants’ tips, it would cost her more to live than in
the rooms she found in Rusholme. She had not the means to be decorative
now, and it occurred to nobody that Effie was a clerk, wanting a clerk’s
place. They could not think of her, that brilliant girl, shackled to a
typewriter. They did not offer what she wanted and she was too proud to
ask.
Then memories are short, especially of the popular men who buy their
popularity across the dining-table and charge high fees to the unwell to
procure high feeding for the well; and when the Mannerings disappeared,
Augusta to her cottage and Effie to Rusholme, there were few inquiries
made.
Some other entertainer stepped into the breach of local hospitality;
Effie’s net-play became a legend on their tennis lawns; and she herself
was deemed to be with her mother in the country, shining on other courts
than theirs.
It was not pure callousness, but things are as they are, and one cannot
live by money and then lose money without losing more than money.
Effie went into the city unfriended and alone, and her mother lived, a
miser, in her cottage. She wrote to Effie that she needed this and that;
that Effie must spare of her abundance or her mother must starve, and
Effie out of her thirty shillings a week did send, but her mother did
not buy. She warmed her hands at a bank-book, wore ancient clothes
and watched her credit grow. It was more than a perversion of her old
extravagance, it was insanity and Effie knew it. To keep an insane woman
moderately happy, she sacrificed necessities. That is why she was shabby
when she came into Mr. Branstone’s office for the post of typist one
bright, revealing afternoon soon after his party had triumphed at the
polls and he had made himself a figure on the hustings.
Effie had found companionship in Rusholme, and knew by now the
difference between the friendship which is given and the friendship
which is bought. She had become expert in friendship, and Sam, from
their first encounter, seemed to her more like a friend than an
employer. By then, she had experience of employers. That was why she was
out of work.
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