It wasn’t, of course, the normal Sam she met, but a Sam exalted,
genuinely raised and not merely puffed up, by his electioneering
notoriety. He had a new self-confidence; it seemed to him that little
was beyond his reach, that he might even hope to come to terms with
Effie. Not, that is to say, to such terms as her last employer had
proposed. Sam was not, in these matters, the average sensual man. The
point was, and it was to his credit, that he discerned something fine
in Effie even at this stage, and the mood of confidence gave him to hope
that he might not seem commonplace to her. Already, that afternoon, he
cared so much. Her opinion mattered.
It mattered so greatly that he went slowly about the business of
surprising her: for that, of course, was what he thought he had to do.
She might not know things about Branstone which it was good for her to
know. He might be any employer who advertised for a typist, and he was
not any employer. He was Branstone, of the Classics and the Novels; town
councillor; politician; and she must be told about him. She must learn
what manner of man he was. He wanted to tell her how much greater he was
going to be, but decided that could wait. First she must know what he
had done, before it came to telling her what he was going to do, and his
record would come better from others than from himself. In the office
they knew it all and, even if she asked no questions, there was much
which the routine work would tell her of him.
He curbed impatience and left her for some weeks in the general office,
where it was supposed that she was picking up some knowledge of the
business before beginning to act as his secretary, but what he hoped she
was picking up was some knowledge of him. He had the idea that he was
popular with his staff, and did not think that they would libel him to
her.
All the time he burned to have her sitting with him in the private
office. It was for that purpose that he had advertised for a
typist-secretary, and to bring her from the general office could excite
no comment. On the contrary, to leave her there so long might look
strange or at least suggest that Effie was a failure. A failure! Much
he cared whether she was efficient at her work. Yet she was splendidly
efficient, and still he coquetted with his purpose of having her with
him. It seemed to him that to call her in would be a step definite and
irrevocable, one which he wanted and even yearned to make, but about
which he hesitated sensuously as a bridegroom might hesitate on the
threshold of the bridal chamber. He neglected to make two certainly
profitable journeys to London at this time because he could not deny
himself the pleasure of seeing her neck as she bent over her typewriter
when he passed through the office.
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