It was, of course, only to Anne that this seemed enough: Sam took a
larger view, but found his vision cramped for some time to come by the
conditions he met with in Mr. Travers’ office. Certainly that generous
soul did not mean to humiliate Sam; he did not mean Sam to begin as
office-boy; but, whatever his intentions, the clerks in his office
defeated them. Sam was a newcomer, the latest arrival, in a minority of
one against the old inhabitants; was there, moreover, obviously to do
as he was told. He was told to sweep the floor in the morning, to copy
letters and to lick stamps. He did these things rebelliously, bitter at
heart that such menial service should be required of an ex-member of the
Classical Transitus, certain that there was some mistake, that he had
only to catch Mr. Travers’ eye when he was so shamefully occupied for
that gentleman to take instant and drastic measures with the clerks who
misemployed him.
Mr. Travers’ eye, even though caught at what Sam thought an opportune
moment, While Sam copied letters, unexpectedly failed to disapprove. He
seemed less preoccupied with Sam’s affairs than Sam was. As a matter of
fact, he took a long distance view of Sam, and took it, unfortunately,
rather muggily. Travers had the defect of his quality. A generous man,
he was generous in the worst way to himself, and Sam soon learnt the
meaning of a euphemism, current in the office, “Mr. Travers is attending
a property auction.” Property auctions are, it is true, usually held on
licensed premises, and whether Mr. Travers was or was not attending an
auction he was certainly on licensed premises more often than was good
for either his business or himself.
And it was bad for Sam, not because it left him to find his own feet in
the office and to fight unbacked with his superiors (wherein, indeed,
it was good), but because he had figured Travers from afar as a princely
gentleman, without reproach, and the discovery of his failing took Sam
a long way on the road to cynicism. In youth one’s faith dies hard, and,
being dead, turns rapidly corrupt.
The business was an excellent one, rotting slowly from the top, and Sam
found the office a notable place in which to pick up knowledge of the
world; especially, since he lacked good direction, of the shadier
ways of the world. He felt that he had declined in status: his
school-friends, there his equals, had gone either to the Universities
or, with influence behind them, to the professions. If they went to
business, it was as their fathers’ sons. They were not scratch men, and
Sam felt that he was starting at the scratch-line.
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