But he had not, spiritually, been touched as yet. Would Ada touch him?
That was the question for Peter, who knew his Ada. Ada could be led. He
admitted that he himself had failed with her, but he was not a strong
man. A strong man, with love as his ally, could lead Ada, could form
her, and Sam had strength, and, Peter thought, love. It depended, then,
on whether Sam’s love for Ada, reacting on him, would quicken his latent
spirituality so that the lead he gave to Ada would be good. And on the
whole Peter thought there was a reasonable chance. He believed in
the power of love, he believed that love is God and God is love, and
confronted with his pair of self-confessed lovers he read their future
optimistically in the light of his belief. What else could Peter do?
They said they were in love, they appeared to be in love, they had
the symptoms of the state of love. He could only judge the case on the
evidence before the court.
He could not know that with Sam the symptoms, though real, were
temporary, and with Ada an intelligent mimicry. He gave his assent to
their engagement formally and very solemnly.
Sam left the house late, thrilling with Ada’s “Good-night” kiss, but the
glow was quick to fade, and he found himself thinking rather of Peter
than of Ada, whom of course, he loved. If ever probe was gentle, it was
Peter’s: nevertheless, Sam had felt the probe antagonistically. He had
shivered naked before Peter’s inquisition, he had understood that he
was under examination, and resented it. It was, however disguisedly,
opposition, and the thought of that kindly opponent led him to think of
one from whom, also, opposition was to be expected, and, probably, less
tactfully. It led to Anne.
Well, that was the fate of lovers: it was the way to deepen love and,
perhaps already a little doubtful of his love, he welcomed the idea of
Anne in opposition. It was curious that, while he thought of Ada as the
one woman in the world, he should expect Anne to be hostile not merely
to the idea of his marriage in general, but to marriage with Ada
in particular. It was hardly loyal to Ada, who should have reigned
unchallengably queen; and he could offer Anne the argument of the
advantages of being Peter Struggles’ son-in-law. But, with it all, he
looked for friction, and Anne was not to disappoint him there, although
at first she took it with a calmness which disarmed him.
He came in, of course, late, and ate his supper, silently hoping that
she would give him an opening, but Anne asked no questions, though she
had not seen him since early morning, and Sam was not often out for
meals. She asked no questions because she wanted to watch him first. It
was clear to her at a glance that he was in one of two conditions: he
was drunk or he was in love, and she wanted to make no mistake. If it
was drink she would move very promptly and directly: if love, cannily
and by devious ways. She found quickly that it was not drink. It was
more serious.
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