Honestly, Sam was grateful. Anne did not boast to him of the sacrifices
which they all made, but with the candour which distinguishes
working-class homes where anything but bare necessity is exceptional, he
was aware of every move, of all their deprivation, and did his best to
square accounts. But it was not a brilliant best, and after that first
term, Anne never repeated the satisfaction of seeing her son carry away
a form prize on Speech Day at the Free Trade Hall. He was a worker, a
safe plodding “swot,” taking by sheer application a respectable place in
the lists, but never heading them again, and especially he was weak at
mathematics.
That troubled Anne distressingly. Mathematics appeared to her the
corner-stone of education, though in truth they mattered little to
Sam, who had followed Lance to the Classical side of the school, where
mathematics were an unconsidered trifle. But Anne recked nothing of
that. She had found the heel of her Achilles, and set herself to make
that vulnerable place secure. You are to picture Anne, with her forty
years of a working woman’s life behind her, wrestling with algebra and
trigonometry, blazing a trail for Sam to follow. It was heroic and, by
some mental freak, successful. She taught herself, then tutored him,
and it was not Sam who scraped through to an average place in the
mathematics examinations, but Anne in Sam. Day after day, in the
intervals of cook ing, cleaning, washing, she studied the text-books
which so puzzled him, and at night explained their knotty points to him
with a wonderful clarity. She had no education in particular, nothing
but a general capacity and a monstrous will--a will that surmounted the
obstacle of acquiring knowledge at an age when few can learn, and the
greater obstacle of patient teaching to a boy who had a blind spot for
mathematics. She illumined his darkness, but perhaps she hampered his
classics and made her hopes of Oxford visionary.
Slowly and painfully, as the terms went by, with Branstone, S. rising
steadily in the school, but keeping regularly to his mediocre place in
class, Anne acknowledged to herself that her goose was not a swan. It
made her the more eager to cultivate what she called the social side;
and through that she met with a defeat.
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