George was, in fact, obscurely there, hidden among the congregation. He
was there in the spirit of schoolboy, playing truant from Anne, who
was at home with Madge. Ada thought that the conspicuous absence of
Branstones added lustre to her satin. None but the necessary Sam was
there.
They went to London, where neither of them had been before, and since it
is a bitter thing to have to look back to a boring honeymoon, the choice
of place had great discretion. There was so much besides themselves to
see in London that they postponed looking at each other till they
came home. They saw sights and went to theatres, but though they slept
together and rose together and saw the sights (all but one) together
there was no realization of “togetherness,” no birth of a new life
in which they were not Sam and Ada, but these two in one. They were
furiously modest about things which no honeymooner has any right to be
modest about. If they are modest about them, they have no right to be
honeymooners. It may have been in their case something both worse
and better than modesty. It may have been downright shame. Perhaps
subconsciously they knew that this was not a marriage, not the coming
together of two fit mates. It had no passion in it. There was self when
they should have been ecstatically selfless. They were two when they
should have been most one.
But Sam, if he fell immensely short of ecstasy, was still too much under
her spell to be critical. He wondered a little at the frank delight in
being married which she displayed in public, at her flaunting of her
new wedding ring, at her advertisement that this was a honeymoon, and
contrasted this outward relish with her intimate frigidity; but even
this seemed a disloyalty, and he told himself that Ada in a hotel was
one person and at home would be another. Ada would “settle down,” and
meantime they were in London, and London was waiting to be explored with
her.
They explored chiefly the London which Londoners do not know, the London
of the guide-books, and felt tremendously metropolitan because they went
to the Tower, the British Museum and the National Gallery. The shops
seared Ada. Their windows fascinated but their doors repelled. Probably
Sam would have held her back by main force had she attempted to go in,
but, as it was, she had the same satisfaction in identifying them that
social snobs find in recognizing, at a distance, famous people. These
were the authentic shops which advertised in the papers and they had a
game called “hunting the Harrod” or “looking for Barkers,” which led
to a lot of fun with ‘buses after they had quartered Oxford Street and
Regent Street. It was all very gay, and gayer, almost naughtily gay, to
go one night to a place called the Coliseum--a music-hall; a thing to
do audaciously, not to be spoken of at home; and yet the place was
very full of really most respectable people. They marvelled at the
emancipation of the Londoner.
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