On his honeymoon, Sam became possessed of an ambition. It was not an
extraordinarily fine ambition, but he came to care about, it greatly and
it repaid his care a thousandfold. The way to sanity is to desire
very keenly something which it is just possible one may get, and Sam’s
ambition kept him sane in the days when he knew that Ada had failed him.
Struggles had suggested to our debater of the Concentrics that he ought
to see the House of Commons at debate, and had written to their local
Member for a pass to the Gallery. The result was the most thrilling
experience of Sam’s honeymoon! It was, for one thing, unique that Ada
could not be with him: these were the first hours since he married her
that they spent apart and perhaps that, all unconsciously, had gilded
them for Sam. They had almost a tiff before she let him go: not quite,
but she resented his desertion of her and considered it his fault that
she was not allowed to sit with him to hear the legislators who made
laws for her as for him. Not that Ada cared who made her laws, nor cared
to watch the makers at their work, but she managed to put enough snap
into her resentment at his going to lend the added quality of a stolen
pleasure to his experience.
That gallery, with its foreshortened view of the dingy cock-pit, is not
the first choice of the connoisseur in thrills, but on Sam its effect
was amazing. He must have had some gift, quite undisclosed till now, of
veneration, for it is almost beyond belief that the reality of the House
of Commons can impress. But the idea can and perhaps (to be just) the
reality is more impressive than that of any other Chamber on earth.
Imagination helping him, it caught and held his mind.
A small stout man of undistinguished appearance was speaking in a
conversational tone not easy to hear from the Gallery, but presently the
orator warmed to his subject and poured out living words in a spate of
real emotion. He was one of those rare men, and this one of those rare
speeches, that really convert an opponent: and Sam’s ambition to speak
as this politician spoke, and from those benches, came instantly to
birth.
Not only did he want to be a Member of Parliament, but a Liberal Member,
because this man of words was Liberal. Up to this time, Sam had not been
a political animal although he had voted, and voted Tory because that
was in general the line of Mr. Travers and the property-owning class he
represented. Now with a swift enthusiasm he was Liberal, knowing nothing
of either side, but caught by sudden hero-worship for a little, pudgy,
snubnosed politician who spoke in sentences of prodigious length and
never lost his way in them.
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