It is as if some malevolent fiend wakes in me, to fight....
A .45 automatic was slung under my armpit, but that mad demon had
neither knowledge nor need of the weapon. I was conscious of an
unseeing, savage fury that flung me at the giant. Then scarlet chaos
ruled my brain....
When it ebbed away, Valyne was pulling at my shoulder with frantic
hands.
"Come, Clay!" her urgent voice was pleading. "You've done enough to
him. Too much----"
Her voice released the cold shock of sanity.
The bearded man was lying in the muddy road, gasping hoarsely for
breath. Fresh blood, now, was mingled with the dry on his overalls. His
lips were crushed to a crimson pulp, and two of his front teeth were
gone.
* * * * *
A faint sickness came into me, to see what I had done. Once in
Singapore two Macanese attacked me in a dark alley, with knives, and
when my mind had cleared of its scarlet madness, their heads had been
almost severed with their own weapons. Since then I have walked in
dread of that indwelling fiend....
But the bearded man was able to stand up, when I aided him. His bulging
eyes stared at me, and then at Valyne, without any expression that I
could read. He cleared his throat, and spat a scarlet stream of teeth
and blood. He pulled out a big, nickel-plated watch, that ticked like
a clock, and looked at it sullenly. Then, without a word, he went down
the road toward the village, reeling like a drunken man.
I wished that he had cursed or blustered. There is deadly menace in the
silence of a beaten man. His glassy, inscrutable eyes had given no hint
of what hellish thoughts might be passing through his twisted, brutish
brain.
Valyne called for my handkerchief, and bound it around my bleeding
knuckles.
"I'm sorry," I told her. "I'm not myself, when I fight. I might have
killed him----"
She looked after the staggering figure, and her violet eyes were dark
with dread.
"I'm glad--glad you beat him," she said, in a small, shuddery voice.
"It was terrible to watch. But I've been so afraid! He's so strange, so
dreadful! Perhaps now he'll let me alone.
"He's Jud Geer," she added, "the butcher."
I remembered Jud Geer, the butcher's son. He had been a queer,
slow-witted bully. We smaller boys had dreaded him. It had been his
perverted delight to torture us with gruesome objects from his father's
shop, as when he bound and gagged little Tommy Lanning with the
entrails of swine, and left him lying all night in a pool of blood and
offal, where the rats came....
When Valyne had done with the bandage, I grasped her small hands. She
smiled at me. A queer, sharp little pain came into my throat, for her
beauty was more exquisite than all my memories and dreams. I yearned to
brush the haunting shadow from her pale face, to keep this strong lamp
of joy burning for ever in her violet eyes.
"He doesn't matter," I told her, "Valyne darling."
It was sheer delight to be calling her that again, after seven grim and
bitter years.
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