"I have acted to no purpose; he will find me again, if he tries to find
me. It is useless for me to have come here, though I am a hundred and
fifty leagues off, and though it seems impossible for any one to think
of my being here rather than elsewhere; for he will have that gift of
second sight, if he loves me with all his strength. So it would be
childish to run away and hide, if this were the whole of my defensive
resistance. My heart must take up arms against him, and at any moment,
no matter when, I must stand ready to face him, and say to him, 'Suffer
in vain or die if need be; I do not love you!'"
As she said this, Caroline was seized by a sudden impulse to lean
forward, quit the stirrup, and let herself fall into the abyss. At last,
fatigue overcame her excitement; the road, which still led upward, was
not so steep, and had turned away from the cleft of the ravine, leaving
all danger behind. Their slow progress, the monotonous swaying of the
log, and the regular grinding of the yokes against the pole, had a
quieting effect upon her. She watched the rocks as they passed slowly
before her, under their fantastic lights, and the tree-tops, whose
budding leafage resembled transparent clouds. It became quite cold as
they rose above the valleys, and the keen air was benumbing. The torrent
vanished into the depths, but its strong, fresh voice filled the night
with wild harmonies. Caroline felt her eyelids growing heavy. Judging it
could not be far from Lantriac, and not wanting to be carried to
Laussonne, she jumped to the ground and walked on to rouse herself.
She knew Lantriac was in a mountain gorge and that she would be very
near it when she had lost sight of the torrent of the Gâgne. At the end
of a half-hour's walk, in fact, she saw the outlines of houses above the
rocks, reclaimed her bundle, made the peasant take some money, though
not without difficulty, evaded the curiosity of his wife, and stayed
behind to let them pass through the village, exposed to the barking of
the dogs and disturbing the rest of the villagers whom she hoped to find
sound asleep again on her own arrival.
But nothing disturbs the sleep of the dwellers in a Velay hamlet, and
nothing awakens their dogs. The procession of timber went along; the
teamsters still singing, the wheels rumbling heavily over the blocks of
lava which, under pretext of paving the streets, in these inhospitable
villages, form a system of defence far more impassably sure than the
perilous roads by which you arrive.
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