Caroline was touched in an unspeakable degree by the straightforwardness
of this simple friendship, which with one word touched the sorest spot
in her wound. What she had not had strength or confidence to tell her
sister, she was impelled not to disguise from these hearts, so
thoroughly true and so able to read her own. "Well, my friends, you are
right," said she, taking their hands. "I should not perhaps have been
able to lie to you, for, in spite of myself, I--I do love him!"
Hardly had she spoken the words, when she was seized with terror, and
looked around as if Urbain might have been there to hear them; then she
burst into tears at the thought that he never would hear them.
"Courage, my daughter, the Lord will aid you," exclaimed Peyraque,
rising.
"And we will aid you, too," said Justine, embracing her. "We will hide
you, we will love you, we will pray for you!"
She led her back to her room, undressed her, and made her lie down, with
motherly care that she should be warm and not see the sun shining in too
early on her bed. Then she went down to apprise her neighbors of the
arrival from Brioude of a person named Charlette, to answer all their
questions, mentioning her paleness and her beauty that these might not
strike them too forcibly. She took pains to tell them also that the
speech of Brioude was not at all like that of the mountains, so
Charlette would be unable to talk with them. "Ah! the poor creature,"
replied the gossips. "She will find it very dull and tiresome with us!"
A week later, after having informed her sister, in the proper time and
place, of her safe arrival, Caroline gave her some detailed account of
her new mode of life. It must not be forgotten that, hiding her actual
sorrow, she was trying to reassure her sister, and to divert her own
thoughts by affecting an independence far from being so complete or so
real as it seemed.
"You can form no idea of the care they take of me, these Peyraques.
Justine is always the same noble woman, with a heart like an angel's,
whom you know, and whom our father could not bear to see going away from
us. So it is saying more than a little to declare that her husband is
worthy of her. He has even more intelligence, although he is slower of
comprehension; but what he does understand is as if engraved on marble
without spot or blemish. I assure you I am not weary a single moment
with them. I could be alone much more than I am, for my little room is
free from all intrusion of servants, and I can dream without being
disturbed; but I rarely feel the need of this: I am contented among
these worthy people, I am conscious of being loved.
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