At first, as soon as I saw him come in the morning, I took it upon
myself to retire, and I did so the more readily, seeing that this
superior and therefore excessively modest man appeared embarrassed by my
presence. It was doing me great honor, to be sure; but at the end of
three or four days he had so far regained his tranquillity as to ask me
very kindly why he put me to flight. I should not have believed myself
authorised by that to restrain the confidential freedom of the son and
mother; but she herself begged me to stay, even insisting upon it, and
she afterward gave me with her habitual frankness her reason for so
doing. And here is that reason, which is a little singular:--
"My son is of a melancholy spirit," she said; "that, however, is not my
character. I am very much depressed or very animated, never dreamy, and
dreaminess in others irritates me a little. In my son it troubles or
afflicts me. I have never been able to resign myself to it. When we are
alone together it requires constant effort on my part to keep him from
falling into his reveries. When we are surrounded by fifteen or twenty
persons of an evening, he gives himself up to his thoughts without
restraint, and frequently maintains a complete reserve. To enjoy the
full flavor of his mind, which is my peculiar pleasure and greatest
happiness, nothing is more favorable than the presence of a third
person, especially if that third person is one of merit. The Marquis
then takes the trouble to be charming, at first out of politeness and
then little by little out of a fastidious desire to please, though he
may not suspect it himself. In fact, he is a man who needs to be drawn
away from his own reflections, and he is so perfect to me that I have
not the right or the wish to enter upon this contest openly, while the
presence of a person, who even without saying anything is supposed to
listen, forces him to exert himself; seeing that, if he fears to appear
a pedant by speaking too much, he fears still more to appear affected
when he forgets himself in thought. So, my dear, you will do us both a
great service in not leaving us too much alone."
"Nevertheless, Madame," I answered, "if you should have private matters
to speak about, how shall I know?"
Thereupon she promised that in such a case she would give me notice by
asking me _if the clock is not slow._
III
CONTINUATION OF THE LETTER TO MADAME
HEUDEBERT.
I go on with my letter which sleep forced me to leave off last night,
and, as it is only nine o'clock and as I do not see the Marchioness
before noon, I have all the intervening time to complete the details
which will be necessary to post you as to my situation.
But it seems to me that I have described the Marquis to you
sufficiently, and that you can now very well represent him to yourself.
To answer all your questions, I am going to tell you how my days are
passed.
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