"Why so, pray?" demanded the Duke. "Am I not to-day a poor devil with
nothing in the world? Is she not of good birth? Is not her reputation
spotless? I should like to know what my mother would find to say against
it,--she who already calls the young lady her daughter, and who wishes
us to respect her as if she were our own sister."
"You, sir, carry your enthusiasm or your joke to great lengths," said
the Marquis, stunned by what he heard.
"Good," thought the Duke, "he has forgotten his brotherly _thee_ and
_thou_; he calls me 'you, sir.'"
And he continued to maintain with astonishing seriousness that he was
quite capable of marrying Mlle de Saint-Geneix, if there were no other
means of winning her. "I should prefer to run away with her," he added;
"that would better accord with my usual way of doing things; but I no
longer have the means with which to run away with her, and now my
laundress herself would not trust herself to my hands. Besides, it is
time to break with my entire past. I have said it to you, and it is
done, because I have said it. Starting from to-day,--a complete
reformation along the whole line. You are going to see a new man,--a man
whom I myself do not know, and who indeed is going to astonish me; but
that man, I feel now, is capable of all things, all, even to believe, to
love, and to marry. So good evening, brother; those are my last words;
if you do not repeat them to Mlle de Saint-Geneix, it is because you
wish to do nothing to aid me in my conversion."
The Duke withdrew, leaving his brother stupefied,--divided between the
necessity of believing him sincere in his momentary passion and the
indignity of being solicited as an accomplice in a flagrant libertinism.
"But no," he said to himself, going to his own apartments; "that was all
merely his gayety, his trifling, his folly,--or it was still the wine.
Nevertheless, this morning in the grove he interrogated me about
Caroline with a surprising insistence, and that, too, almost in the
midst of my confidences concerning my past, which he received with
genuine emotion, with tears in his eyes. What kind of a man then is this
brother of mine? Not twelve hours ago, he thought of killing himself. He
hated me, he detested himself. Then I believed I had won his heart. He
sobbed in my arms. All day long it has been the extreme of impulse and
devotion, winning tenderness and goodwill; and to-night I no longer know
what it is. Has his reason received some shock in the uncurbed life
which he has hitherto led, or did he indeed make sport of me all the
fore part of the day? Am I the dupe of my need to love? Shall I have
cause for bitter repentance, or have I in fact taken upon myself the
task of caring for a diseased brain?"
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