But this is enough, I do not want to appear too much of a child myself:
I have told you this that you may no longer wonder why I refuse to
listen to your plans for me. My friend, you must never speak to me of
love or marriage. I have not store of happiness enough to bestow any
upon a being that would be new to my life. My life itself is hardly
sufficient for my duties, as I see clearly in the affection I have for
Didier, for my mother, and for you. With this thirst for study, which so
often becomes a fever in me, what time should I have for enlivening the
leisure hours of a young woman eager for happiness and gayety? No, no,
do not think of it; and if the idea of such isolation is sometimes
fearful at my age, help me to await the moment when it will be perfectly
natural. This will be my task for several years to come. Your affection,
as you know, will make them seem fewer and shorter. Keep it for me,
indulgent to my faults, generous even toward my confidence.
P. S. I presume that my mother has left for Séval with Mlle de
Saint-Geneix, and that you have accompanied them. If my mother is
anxious about me, tell her you have heard from me and that I am still in
Normandy.
VIII
The same day on which the Marquis wrote to his brother Caroline wrote to
her sister, and sketched, after her own manner, the country where she
was.
SÉVAL, near CHAMBON (CREUSE), May 1, '45.
At last, my sister, we are here, and it is a terrestrial paradise. The
castle is old and small, but well arranged for comfort and picturesque
enough. The park is sufficiently large, not any too well kept, and not
in the English fashion--thank Heaven!--rich in fine old trees covered
with ivy, and in grasses running wild. The country is delightful. We are
still in Auvergne, in spite of the new boundaries, but very near to the
old limits of La Marche, and within a league of a little city called
Chambon, through which we passed on our way to the castle. This little
town is very well situated. It is reached by a mountain ascent, or
rather, through a cleft in a deep ravine; for mountain, properly
speaking, there is none. Leaving behind the broad plains of thin, moist
soil, covered with small trees and large bushes, you descend into a
long, winding gorge, which in some places enlarges into a valley. In the
bottom of this ravine, which soon divides into branches, flow rivers of
pure crystal, not navigable, and rather torrents than rivers, although
they only whirl along, boiling a little, but threatening no danger. As
for myself, having never known anything but our great plains and wide,
smooth rivers, I am somewhat inclined to look upon all here as either
hill or abyss; but the Marchioness, who has seen the Alps and the
Pyrenees, laughs at me, and pretends that all this is as insignificant
as a table-cover. So I forbear to give you any enthusiastic description,
lest I mislead your judgment; but the Marchioness, who cannot be accused
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