Gradually this mildness charmed him. He had never seen anything equal to
this supposed resignation. He saw in it a hidden modesty, a hopelessness
of pleasing, a tender submission, which deeply touched him. "She is good
above all others," he said to himself again,--"good as an angel. One
could be very happy with that woman, she would be so grateful and so
little disposed to quarrel. Truly she does not know what it is to cause
suffering; she keeps it all for herself."
By dint of waiting for his prey, the Duke found himself fascinated, and
the feeling grew upon him. He was forced to acknowledge that he was ill
at ease in her presence, and that his own cruelty troubled him a great
deal. At the end of a month he began to lose patience, and to say to
himself that he must hasten the catastrophe; but that all at once
appeared to him extremely difficult. Caroline yet had too much virtue in
his eyes, to permit him to forfeit his word, for in being abrupt he
might lose everything.
Entering his mother's apartment one day, the Duke said, "I have just
been greatly amusing myself riding one of your farm colts. He resembles
a wild boar and a trotting errand-boy at the same time. He has fire and
speed, and is very gentle besides. Mlle de Saint-Geneix might ride him
if she happens to be fond of the exercise."
"I am very fond of it," she replied. "My father required it of me, and I
was not grieved to satisfy him in that regard."
"Then I will wager you are an excellent rider?"
"No, I can sit upright and have a nimble hand, like all women."
"Like all women who ride well, for generally women are nervous and would
like to lead men and horses after the same fashion; but that is not your
character."
"As far as men are concerned, I know nothing at all about it. I have
never attempted to lead any one."
"O, you will attempt that, too, some day?"
"It is not probable."
"No," said the Marchioness, "it is not probable. She does not wish to
marry, and in her position she is greatly in the right."
"O, certainly," rejoined the Duke. "Marriage without fortune must be a
hell!"
He looked at Caroline to see if she were moved by such a declaration.
She was quite passive; she had renounced marriage sincerely and
irrevocably.
The Duke, wishing to judge whether she was armed against the idea of an
irreparable fault, added, in order to compromise nothing too gravely,
"Yes, it must be a hell except in the case of a great passion which
gives the heroism to undergo everything."
Caroline was still just as calm and apparently a stranger to the
question.
"Ah! my son, what nonsense are you preaching now? There are days when
you talk like a child."
"But you know well enough that I am very much of a child," said the
Duke; "and I hope to be so for a long time to come."
"It is being altogether too much so to rest the chances of happiness in
misery," said the Marchioness, who courted discussion. "There is no such
thing; misery kills all, even love."
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