Urbain was alone at the farther end of the library, a long room in the
ogive style, with slender arches, which his small lamp lighted but
feebly. He was not reading; but hearing the approach of the Duke, he had
placed a book before himself, ashamed of appearing unable to work.
The Duke stopped to look at him before saying a word. His dull paleness,
and his eyes hollow with suffering, touched the Duke deeply. He was
going to offer his hand, when the Marquis rose and said to him in a
grave voice: "My brother, I offended you very much an hour ago. I was
unjust probably, and, in any case, I had no right to remonstrate with
you,--I who, having loved but one woman in my whole life, have yet been
the guilty cause of her ruin and her death. I confess the absurdity, the
harshness, the arrogance of my words, and I sincerely beg your pardon."
"Well, then, I thank you with all my heart," replied Gaëtan, taking him
by both hands; "you are doing me a great kindness, for I had resolved to
make an apology to you. The deuce take me, if I know what for! But I
said to myself, that in wrestling with you under the trees, I must have
excited your nerves. Perhaps I hurt you; my hand is heavy. Why didn't
you speak to me? And then--and then--Come, I had been causing you much
suffering, and perhaps for a long time, without knowing it; but I could
not guess,--I ought to have suspected it, though, and I, too, sincerely
beg your pardon for that, my poor brother. Ah! why did you lack
confidence in me after what we had both solemnly promised?"
"Have confidence in you!" rejoined the Marquis; "do you not see that
this is my greatest need, my keenest thirst, and that my wrath was only
grief? I wept for it, this confidence that was put in question, I wept
bitter tears for it. Give it back to me; I cannot do without it."
"What must I do? Tell me, do tell me! I am ready to go through fire and
water! It is only the trial by water which I beg you to spare. What if I
should be called upon to drink it!"
"Ah! you laugh at everything; do you not see that you do?"
"I laugh--I laugh--because it is my way of being pleased, and from the
moment you love me again, the rest is nothing. And then what is there so
very serious? You love this charming girl. You are not wrong. Do you
wish me never to speak to her, and never to meet her, or never to look
at her? It shall be done, I swear, it, and if this is not enough, I will
set out to-morrow, or now, if you like, on Blanche. I don't see what
worse thing I can do?"
"No, no, don't go away, don't desert me! Do you not see, Gaëtan, that I
am dying?"
"My God! why do you say that?" cried the Duke, lifting up the shade of
the lamp and looking his brother in the face; then he seized the hands
of the Marquis, and, not finding the pulse readily, laid both his own on
his brother's chest, and felt the disordered and uneven beating of the
invalid's heart.
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