This disease had seriously threatened the life of the Marquis in his
early youth. It had disappeared, leaving a delicate complexion, a great
deal of nervous uneasiness, with sudden reactions of strength, but, on
the whole, as great certitude of life as a hundred others have who are
apparently more energetic and really less finely tempered, less
sustained by a healthy will and the power of discrimination. This time,
however, the old disease had reappeared, with violence enough to justify
the alarm of Gaëtan and to produce in his brother the oppression and
the awful sensations of a death-agony.
"Not a word to my mother!" said the Marquis, rising and going to open
the window. "It is not to-morrow that I shall sink under this. I have
some strength still; I do not give myself up yet. Where are you going?"
"Why, I am going to get a horse. I am going for a physician."
"Where? For whom? There is not one here who knows my constitution so
well as not to run a risk of killing me, should he undertake my case in
the name of his logic. If I should fail, take care not to leave me to
any village Esculapius, and remember that bleeding will carry me off as
the wind carries away an autumn leaf. I was doctored enough ten years
ago to know what I need, and I am in the habit of taking care of myself.
Come, do not doubt this," added he, showing the Duke some powders
prepared in doses, from a drawer in his bureau. "Here are quieting and
stimulating medicines, which I know how to use variously. I perfectly
understand my disease and its treatment. Be sure that, if I can be
cured, I shall be cured, and that, to this end, I shall do all that
ought to be done by a man who knows the extent of his duties. Be calm.
It was my duty to tell you what I am threatened with, so that you might
thoroughly forgive in your heart my feverish anger. Keep my secret for
me; we must not uselessly alarm our poor mother. If the time to prepare
her should arrive, I shall feel it and will give you warning. Until
then, be calm, I beg of you!"
"Calm! It is you who must be calm," retorted the Duke, "and here you are
fighting with a passion! It is passion that has awakened this poor heart
physically as well as morally. It is love, it is happiness, enthusiasm,
tenderness, that you need. Well, nothing is lost then. Tell me, do you
wish her to love you, this girl? She shall love you. What am I saying?
She does love you, she has always loved you, from the very first day.
Now I recall the whole. I see plainly. It is you--"
"Stop, stop!" said the Marquis, falling back into his arm-chair. "I
cannot hear it; it stifles me."
But after a momentary silence, during which the Duke watched him with
anxiety, he seemed better, and said with a smile, which restored to his
expressive face all its youthful charm,--
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