“I aye thoucht her the bonniest leddy I ever set e’e upo’. An’ dinna
think, mem, I’m gaein to forget the deid, ’cause I’m mair concernt
aboot the leevin’. I tell ye I jist dinna ken what to du. What wi’ my
father’s deein’ words committin’ her to my chairge, an’ the more than
regaird I ha’e to Leddy Florimel hersel’, I’m jist whiles driven to
ane mair. Hoo can I tak the verra sunsheen oot o’ her life ’at I lo’ed
afore I kent she was my ain sister, an’ jist thoucht lang to win near
eneuch till, to du her ony guid turn worth duin? An’ here I am, her ane
half-brither, wi’ naething i’ my pooer but to scaud the hert o’ her,
or else lee! Supposin’ she was weel merried first, hoo wad she stan’
wi’ her man whan he cam to ken ’at she was nae marchioness--hed no
lawfu’ richt to ony name but her mither’s? An’ afore that, what richt
cud I ha’e to alloo ony man to merry her ohn kent the trowth aboot
her? Faith, it wad be a fine chance though for the fin’in’ oot whether
or no the man was worthy o’ her! But, ye see that micht be to make a
playock o’ her hert. Puir thing, she luiks doon upo’ me frae the tap o’
her bonny neck, as frae a h’avenly heicht; but I s’ lat her ken yet,
gien only I can win at the gait o’ ’t, that I ha’ena come nigh her for
naething.”
He gave a sigh with the words, and a pause followed.
“The trowth’s the trowth,” resumed Miss Horn, “neither mair nor less.”
“Ay,” responded Malcolm; “but there’s a richt an’ a wrang time for the
tellin’ o’ ’t. It’s no as gien I had had han’ or tongue in ony foregane
lee. It was naething o’ my duin’, as ye ken, mem. To mysel’, I was
never onything but a fisherman born. I confess ’at whiles, when we wad
be lyin’ i’ the lee o’ the nets, tethered to them like, wi’ the win’
blawin’ strong an’ steady, I ha’e thocht wi’ mysel’ ’at I kent naething
aboot my father, an’ what gien it sud turn oot ’at I was the son o’
somebody--what wad I du wi’ my siller?”
“An’ what thoucht ye ye wad du, laddie?” asked Miss Horn gently.
“What but bigg a harbour at Scaurnose for the puir fisher-fowk ’at was
like my ain flesh and blude!”
“Weel,” rejoined Miss Horn eagerly, “div ye no look upo’ that as a voo
to the Almichty--a voo ’at ye’re bun’ to pay, noo ’at ye ha’e yer wuss?
An’ it’s no merely ’at _ye_ ha’e the means, but there’s no anither that
has the richt; for they’re yer ain fowk, ’at ye gaither rent frae, an
’at’s been for mony a generation sattlet upo’ yer lan’--though for
the maitter o’ the lan’, they ha’e had little mair o’ that than the
birds o’ the rock ha’e ohn feued--an’ them honest fowks wi’ wives an’
sowls o’ their ain! Hoo upo’ airth are ye to du yer duty by them, an’
render yer accoont at the last, gien ye dinna tak till ye yer pooer an’
reign? Ilk man ’at’s in ony sense a king o’ men is bun’ to reign ower
them _in_ that sense. I ken little aboot things mysel’, an’ I ha’e no
feelin’s to guide me, but I ha’e a wheen cowmon sense, an’ that maun
jist stan’ for the lave.”
A silence followed.
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