The maid’s face grew darker. That her mistress had the slightest
intention of ever mounting that mare she did not find herself fool
enough to believe, but of other reasons she could spy plenty behind.
And such there truly were, though none of the sort which Caley’s
imagination, swift to evil, now supplied. The kind of confidence she
reposed in her groom, Caley had no faculty for understanding, and was
the last person to whom her mistress could impart the fact of her
father’s leaving her in charge to his young henchman. To the memory of
her father she clung, and so far faithfully that, even now when Malcolm
had begun to occasion her a feeling of awe and rebuke, she did not the
less confidently regard him as her good genius that he was in danger of
becoming an unpleasant one.
CHAPTER XXXVI.
CONJUNCTIONS.
As the days passed on, and Florimel heard nothing of Lenorme, the
uneasiness that came with the thought of him gradually diminished, and
all the associations of opposite complexion returned. Untrammelled
by fear, the path into a scaring future seeming to be cut off, her
imagination began to work in the quarry of her late experience, shaping
its dazzling material into gorgeous castles, with foundations deep-dug
in the air, wherein lorded the person and gifts and devotion of the
painter. When lost in such blissful reveries, not seldom moments
arrived in which she imagined herself--even felt as if she were
capable, if not of marrying Lenorme in the flushed face of outraged
society, yet of fleeing with him from the judgment of the all but
all-potent divinity to the friendly bosom of some blessed isle of the
southern seas, whose empty luxuriance they might change into luxury,
and there living a long harmonious idyll of wedded love, in which
old age and death should be provided against by never taking them
into account. This mere fancy, which, poor in courage as it was in
invention, she was far from capable of carrying into effect, yet seemed
to herself the outcome and sign of a whole world of devotion in her
bosom. If one of the meanest of human conditions is conscious heroism,
paltrier yet is heroism before the fact, incapable of self-realization!
But even the poorest dreaming has its influences, and the result of
hers was that the attentions of Liftore became again distasteful to
her. And no wonder, for indeed his lordship’s presence in the actual
world made a poor show beside that of the painter in the ideal world
of the woman who, if she could not with truth be said to love him, yet
certainly had a powerful fancy for him: the mean phrase is good enough,
even although the phantom of Lenorme roused in her all the twilight
poetry of her nature, and the presence of Liftore set her whole
consciousness in the perpendicular shadowless gas-light of prudence and
self-protection.
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