The pleasure of her castle-building was but seldom interrupted by any
thought of the shamefulness of her behaviour to him. That did not
matter much! She could so easily make up for all he had suffered! Her
selfishness closed her eyes to her own falsehood. Had she meant it
truly she would have been right both for him and for herself. To have
repented and become as noble a creature as Lenorme was capable of
imagining her--not to say as God had designed her, would indeed have
been to make up for all he had suffered. But the poor blandishment
she contemplated as amends, could render him blessed only while its
intoxication blinded him to the fact that it meant nothing of what
it ought to mean, that behind it was no entire, heart-filled woman.
Meantime, as the past, with its delightful imprudences, its trembling
joys, glided away, swiftly widening the space between her and her
false fears and shames, and seeming to draw with it the very facts
themselves, promising to obliterate at length all traces of them,
she gathered courage; and as the feeling of exposure that had made
the covert of Liftore’s attentions acceptable, began to yield, her
variableness began to re-appear, and his lordship to find her uncertain
as ever. Assuredly, as his aunt said, she was yet but a girl incapable
of knowing her own mind, and he must not press his suit. Nor had he
the spur of jealousy or fear to urge him: society regarded her as his;
and the shadowy repute of the bold-faced countess intercepted some
favourable rays which would otherwise have fallen upon the young and
beautiful marchioness from fairer luminaries even than Liftore.
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