Had there been--well, she had almost ceased to care about anything, and
her own life was so little to her now, that she had become less able to
value that of other people. To this had the _ignis fatuus_ of a false
love brought her! She had dreamed heedlessly, to awake sorrowfully.
But not until she heard he was going to be married, had she come right
awake, and now she could dream no more. Alas! alas! what claim had she
upon him? How could she tell, since such he was, what poor girl like
herself she might not have robbed of her part in him?
Yet even in the midst of her misery and despair, it was some
consolation to think that Malcolm was her friend.
Not knowing that he had already suffered from the blame of her fault,
or the risk at which he met her, she would have gone towards the house
to meet him the sooner, had not this been a part of the grounds where
she knew Mr Crathie tolerated no one without express leave given. The
fisher-folk in particular must keep to the road by the other side of
the burn, to which the sea-gate admitted them. Lizzy therefore lingered
near the tunnel, afraid of being seen.
Mr Crathie was a man who did well under authority, but upon the top
of it was consequential, overbearing, and far more exacting than the
marquis. Full of his employer’s importance when he was present, and
of his own when he was absent, he was yet in the latter circumstances
so doubtful of its adequate recognition by those under him, that he
had grown very imperious, and resented with indignation the slightest
breach of his orders. Hence he was in no great favour with the fishers.
Now all the day he had been fuming over Malcolm’s behaviour to him in
the morning, and when he went home and learned that his wife had seen
him upon Kelpie, as if nothing had happened, he became furious, and, in
this possession of the devil, was at the present moment wandering about
the grounds, brooding on the words Malcolm had spoken. He could not get
rid of them. They caused an acrid burning in his bosom, for they had in
them truth, like which no poison stings.
Malcolm, having crossed by the great bridge at the house, hurried down
the western side of the burn to find Lizzy, and soon came upon her,
walking up and down.
“Eh, lassie, ye maun be cauld!” he said.
“No that cauld,” she answered, and with the words burst into tears:
“But naebody says a kin’ word to me noo,” she said in excuse, “an’ I
canna weel bide the soun’ o’ ane when it comes; I’m no used till ’t.”
“Naebody?” exclaimed Malcolm.
“Na, naebody,” she answered. “My mither winna, my father daurna, an’
the bairnie canna, an I gang near naebody forbye.”
“Weel, we maunna stan’ oot here i’ the cauld: come this gait,” said
Malcolm. “The bairnie’ll get its deid.”
“There wadna be mony to greit at that,” returned Lizzy, and pressed the
child closer to her bosom.
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