Florimel turned away, and gave her seeming attention to the moonlit
waters, sweeping past the swift-sailing cutter. Malcolm’s heart ached
for her: he thought she was deeply troubled. But she was not half so
shocked as he imagined. Infinitely worse would have been the shock
to him could he have seen how little the charge against Liftore had
touched her. Alas! evil communications had already in no small degree
corrupted her good manners. Lady Bellair had uttered no bad words in
her hearing: had softened to decency every story that required it;
had not unfrequently tacked a worldly-wise moral to the end of one;
and yet, and yet, such had been the tone of her telling, such the
allotment of laughter and lamentation, such the acceptance of things as
necessary, and such the repudiation of things as Quixotic, puritanical,
impossible, that the girl’s natural notions of the lovely and the clean
had got dismally shaken and confused. Happily it was as yet more her
judgment than her heart that was perverted. But had she spoken out
what was in her thoughts as she looked over the great wallowing water,
she would have merely said that for all that Liftore was no worse
than other men. They were all the same. It was very unpleasant; but
how could a lady help it? If men would behave so, were by nature like
that, women must not make themselves miserable about it. They need ask
no questions. They were not supposed to be acquainted with the least
fragment of the facts, and they must cleave to their ignorance, and
lay what blame there might be on the women concerned. The thing was
too indecent even to think about. Ostrich-like they must hide their
heads--close their eyes and take the vice in their arms--to love,
honour, and obey, as if it were virtue’s self, and men as pure as their
demands on their wives.
There are thousands that virtually reason thus: Only ignore the thing
effectually, and for you it is not. Lie right thoroughly to yourself,
and the thing is gone. The lie destroys the fact. So reasoned Lady
Macbeth--until conscience at last awoke, and she could no longer keep
even the smell of the blood from her. What need Lady Lossie care about
the fisher-girl, or any other concerned with his past, so long as he
behaved like a gentleman to her! Malcolm was a foolish meddling fellow,
whose interference was the more troublesome that it was honest.
She stood thus gazing on the waters that heaved and swept astern, but
without knowing that she saw them, her mind full of such nebulous
matter as, condensed, would have made such thoughts as I have set down.
And still and ever the water rolled and tossed away behind in the
moonlight.
“Oh, my lady!” said Malcolm, “what it would be to have a soul as big
and as clean as all this!”
She made no reply, did not turn her head, or acknowledge that she heard
him, a few minutes more she stood, then went below in silence, and
Malcolm saw no more of her that night.
CHAPTER LII.
HOPE CHAPEL.
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