It was Sunday, during which Malcolm lay at the point of death some
three stories above his sister’s room. There, in the morning, while
he was at the worst, she was talking with Clementina, who had called
to see whether she would not go and hear the preacher of whom he had
spoken with such fervour. Florimel laughed.
“You seem to take everything for gospel Malcolm says, Clementina!”
“Certainly not,” returned Clementina, rather annoyed. “Gospel
now-a-days is what nobody disputes and nobody heeds; but I do heed what
Malcolm says, and intend to find out, if I _can_, whether there is any
reality in it. I thought you had a high opinion of your groom!”
“I would take his word for anything a man’s word can be taken for,”
said Florimel.
“But you don’t set much store by his judgment?”
“Oh, I daresay he’s right. But I don’t care for the things you like so
much to talk with him about. He’s a sort of poet, anyhow, and poets
must be absurd. They are always either dreaming or talking about their
dreams. They care nothing for the realities of life. No--if you want
advice, you must go to your lawyer or clergyman, or some man of common
sense, neither groom nor poet.”
“Then, Florimel, it comes to this--that this groom of yours is one of
the truest of men, and one who possessed your father’s confidence, but
you are so much his superior that you are capable of judging him, and
justified in despising his judgment.”
“Only in practical matters, Clementina.”
“And duty towards God is with you such a practical matter that you
cannot listen to anything he has got to say about it.”
Florimel shrugged her shoulders.
“For my part, I would give all I have to know there was a God worth
believing in.”
“Clementina!”
“What?”
“Of course there is a God. It is very horrible to deny it.”
“Which is worse--to deny _it_, or to deny _him_? Now, I confess to
doubting _it_--that is, the fact of a God; but you seem to me to deny
God himself, for you admit there is a God--think it very wicked to deny
that, and yet you don’t take interest enough in him to wish to learn
anything about him. You won’t _think_, Florimel. I don’t fancy you ever
really _think_.”
Florimel again laughed.
“I am glad,” she said, “that you don’t judge me _incapable_ of that
high art. But it is not so very long since Malcolm used to hint
something much the same about yourself, my lady!”
“Then he was quite right,” returned Clementina. “I am only just
beginning to think, and if I can find a teacher, here I am, his pupil.”
“Well, I suppose I can spare my groom quite enough to teach you all he
knows,” Florimel said, with what Clementina took for a marked absence
of expression. She reddened. But she was not one to defend herself
before her principles.
“If he can, why should he not?” she said. “But it was of his friend Mr
Graham I was thinking---not himself.”
“You cannot tell whether he has got anything to teach you.”
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