Again her eyes flashed and her cheek flushed. “I cannot permit you to
talk so to me. You must not fancy such things are looked upon in our
position with the same indifference as in yours. You must not flatter
yourself that you can be allowed to cherish the same feelings towards
me as if--as if--you were really my brother. I am sorry for you,
Malcolm, as I said already; but you have altogether missed your mark if
you think that can alter facts, or shelter you from the consequences of
presumption.”
Again she turned away. Malcolm’s heart was sore for her. How grievously
she had sunk from the Lady Florimel of the old days! It was all from
being so constantly with that wretched woman and her vile nephew. Had
he been able to foresee such a rapid declension, he would have taken
her away long ago, and let come of her feelings what might. He had been
too careful over them.
“Indeed,” Florimel resumed, but this time without turning towards
him, “I do not see how things can possibly, after what you have told
me, remain as they are. I should not feel at all comfortable in
having one about me who would be constantly supposing he had rights,
and reflecting on my father for fancied injustice, and whom I fear
nothing could prevent from taking liberties. It is very awkward
indeed, Malcolm--very awkward! But it is your own fault that you are
so changed, and I must say I should not have expected it of you. I
should have thought you had more good sense and regard for me. If I
were to tell the world why I wanted to keep you, people would but shrug
their shoulders and tell me to get rid of you; and if I said nothing,
there would always be something coming up that required explanation.
Besides, you would for ever be trying to convert me to one or other
of your foolish notions. I hardly know what to do. I will consult--my
friends on the subject. And yet I would rather they knew nothing of it.
My father you see----” She paused. “If you had been my real brother it
would have been different.”
“I _am_ your real brother, my lady, and I have tried to behave like one
ever since I knew it.”
“Yes; you have been troublesome. I have always understood that brothers
were troublesome. I am told they are given to taking upon them the
charge of their sisters’ conduct. But I would not have even you think
me heartless. If you had been a _real_ brother, of course I should have
treated you differently.”
“I don’t doubt it, my lady, for everything would have been different
then. I should have been the Marquis of Lossie, and you would have been
Lady Florimel Colonsay. But it would have made little difference in one
thing: I could not have loved you better than I do now-- if only you
would believe it, my lady!”
The emotion of Malcolm, evident in his voice as he said this, seemed to
touch her a little.
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