“I believe it, my poor Malcolm,” she returned, “quite as much as I
want, or as it is pleasant to believe it. I think you would do a great
deal for me, Malcolm. But then you are so rude! take things into your
hands, and do things for me I don’t want done! You _will_ judge, not
only for yourself, but for me! How _can_ a man of your training and
position judge for a lady of mine! Don’t you see the absurdity of it?
At times it has been very awkward indeed. Perhaps when I am married
it might be arranged; but I don’t know.” Here Malcolm ground his
teeth, but was otherwise irresponsive as block of stone. “How would a
gamekeeper’s place suit you? That is a half-gentlemanly kind of post. I
will speak to the factor, and see what can be done.--But on the whole I
_think_, Malcolm, it will be better you should go. I am _very_ sorry.
I wish you had not told me. It is very painful to me. You _should_ not
have told me. These things are not intended to be talked of.--Suppose
you were to marry--say----”
She stopped abruptly, and it was well both for herself and Malcolm that
she caught back the name that was on her lips.
The poor girl must not be judged as if she had been more than a girl,
or other than one with every disadvantage of evil training. Had she
been four or five years older, she might have been a good deal worse,
and have seemed better, for she would have kept much of what she had
now said to herself, and would perhaps have treated her brother more
kindly while she cared even less for him.
“What will you do with Kelpie, my lady?” asked Malcolm quietly.
“There it is, you see!” she returned. “So awkward! If you had not told
me, things could have gone on as before, and for your sake I could have
pretended I came this voyage of my own will and pleasure. Now, I don’t
know what I can do--except indeed you--let me see --if you were to hold
your tongue, and tell nobody what you have just told me--I don’t know
but you might stay till you got her so far trained that another man
could manage her. I might even be able to ride her myself.--Will you
promise?”
“I will promise not to let the fact come out so long as I am in your
service, my lady.”
“After all that has passed, I think you might promise me a little more!
But I will not press it.”
“May I ask what it is, my lady?”
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