“I am not going to press it, for I do not choose to make a favour
of it. Still, I do not see that it would be such a mighty favour to
ask--of one who owes respect at least to the house of Lossie. But I
will not ask. I will only _suggest_, Malcolm, that you should leave
this part of the country--say this country altogether, and go to
America, or New South Wales, or the Cape of Good Hope. If you will take
the hint, and promise never to speak a word of this unfortunate--yes,
I must be honest, and allow there is a _sort_ of relationship between
us; but if you will keep it secret, I will take care that something is
done for you--something, I mean, more than you could have any right to
expect. And mind, I am not asking you to conceal anything that could
reflect honour upon you or dishonour upon us.”
“I cannot, my lady.”
“I scarcely thought you would. Only you hold such grand ideas about
self-denial, that I thought it might be agreeable to you to have an
opportunity of exercising the virtue at a small expense and a great
advantage.”
Malcolm was miserable. Who could have dreamed to find in her such a
woman of the world! He must break off the hopeless interview.
“Then, my lady,” he said, “I suppose I am to give my chief attention to
Kelpie, and things are to be as they have been.”
“For the present. And as to this last piece of presumption, I will so
far forgive you as to take the proceeding on myself--mainly because
it would have been my very choice had you submitted it to me. There
is nothing I should have preferred to a sea-voyage and returning to
Lossie at this time of the year. But you also must be silent on your
insufferable share in the business. And for the other matter, the least
arrogance or assumption I shall consider to absolve me at once from
all obligation towards you of any sort. Such relationships are _never_
acknowledged.”
“Thank you--sister,” said Malcolm--a last forlorn experiment; and as he
said the word he looked lovingly in her eyes.
She drew herself up like the princess Lucifera, “with loftie eyes,
halfe loth to looke so lowe,” and said, cold as ice,
“If once I hear that word on your lips again, as between you and me,
Malcolm, I shall that very moment discharge you from my service, as for
a misdemeanour. You have _no_ claim upon me, and the world will not
blame me.”
“Certainly not, my lady. I beg your pardon. But there is one who
perhaps will blame you a little.”
“I know what you mean; but I don’t pretend to any of your religious
motives. When I do, then you may bring them to bear upon me.”
“I was not so foolish as you think me, my lady. I merely imagined you
might be as far on as a Chinaman,” said Malcolm, with a poor attempt at
a smile.
“What insolence do you intend now?”
“The Chinese, my lady, pay the highest respect to their departed
parents. When I said there was one who would blame you a little, I
meant your father.”
He touched his cap, and withdrew.
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