There it was not long before he made the acquaintance of Griselda
Campbell, who was governess in the great house of the neighbourhood,
and a love, not the less fine that it was hopeless from the first,
soon began to consume the chagrin of his failure, and substitute for
it a more elevating sorrow;--for how could an embodied failure, to
offer whose miserable self would be an insult, dare speak of love to
one before whom his whole being sank worshipping. Silence was the sole
armour of his privilege. So long as he was silent, the terrible arrow
would never part from the bow of those sweet lips; he might love on,
love ever, nor be grudged the bliss of such visions as to him, seated
on its outer steps, might come from any chance opening of the heavenly
gate. And Miss Campbell thought of him more kindly than he knew. But
before long she accepted the offered situation of governess to Lady
Annabel, the only child of the late marquis’s elder brother, at that
time himself marquis, and removed to Lossie House. There the late
marquis fell in love with her, and persuaded her to a secret marriage.
There also she became, in the absence of her husband, the mother of
Malcolm. But the marquis of the time, jealous for the succession of his
daughter, and fearing his brother might yet marry the mother of his
child, contrived, with the assistance of the midwife, to remove the
infant and persuade the mother that he was dead, and also to persuade
his brother of the death of both mother and child; after which,
imagining herself wilfully deserted by her husband, yet determined to
endure shame rather than break the promise of secrecy she had given
him, the poor lady accepted the hospitality of her distant relative,
Miss Horn, and continued with her till she died.
When he learned where she had gone, Mr Graham seized a chance of
change to Portlossie that occurred soon after, and when she became her
cousin’s guest, went to see her, was kindly received, and for twenty
years lived in friendly relations with the two. It was not until after
her death that he came to know the strange fact that the object of his
calm unalterable devotion had been a wife all those years, and was the
mother of his favourite pupil. About the same time he was dismissed
from the school on the charge of heretical teaching, founded on certain
religious conversations he had had with some of the fisher-people
who sought his advice; and thereupon he had left the place, and gone
to London, knowing it would be next to impossible to find or gather
another school in Scotland after being thus branded. In London he
hoped, one way or another, to avoid dying of cold or hunger, or in
debt: that was very nearly the limit of his earthly ambition.
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