If the schoolmaster’s dragon, spread abroad as he lies, a vague
dilution, everywhere throughout human haunts, has yet any
_head_-quarters, where else can they be than in such places as that to
which he was now making his way to fight him? What can be fuller of the
wearisome, depressing, beauty-blasting commonplace than a dissenting
chapel in London, on the night of the weekly prayer meeting, and
that night a drizzly one? The few lights fill the lower part with a
dull, yellow, steamy glare, while the vast galleries, possessed by an
ugly twilight, yawn above like the dreary openings of a disconsolate
eternity. The pulpit rises into the dim damp air, covered with brown
holland, reminding one of desertion and charwomen, if not of a chamber
of death and spiritual undertakers, who have shrouded and coffined the
truth. Gaping, empty, unsightly, the place is the very skull of the
monster himself--the fittest place of all wherein to encounter the
great slug, and deal him one of those death blows which every sunrise,
every repentance, every child-birth, every true love deals him. Every
hour he receives the blow that kills, but he takes long to die, for
every hour he is right carefully fed and cherished by a whole army of
purveyors, including every trade and profession, but officered chiefly
by divines and men of science.
When the dominie entered, all was still, and every light had a nimbus
of illuminated vapour. There were hardly more than three present beyond
the number Mr Marshal had given him to expect; and their faces, some
grim, some grimy, most of them troubled, and none blissful, seemed
the nervous ganglions of the monster whose faintly gelatinous bulk
filled the place. He seated himself in a pew near the pulpit, communed
with his own heart and was still. Presently the ministering deacon,
a humbler one in the worldly sense than Mr Marshal, for he kept a
small ironmongery shop in the next street to the chapel, entered,
twirling the wet from his umbrella as he came along one of the passages
intersecting the pews. Stepping up into the desk which cowered humbly
at the foot of the pulpit, he stood erect, and cast his eyes around the
small assembly. Discovering there no one that could lead in singing, he
chose out and read one of the monster’s favourite hymns, in which never
a sparkle of thought or a glow of worship gave reason wherefore the
holy words should have been carpentered together. Then he prayed aloud,
and then first the monster found tongue, voice, articulation. If this
was worship, surely it was the monster’s own worship of itself! No God
were better than one to whom such were fitting words of prayer. What
passed in the man’s soul, God forbid I should judge: I speak but of the
words that reached the ears of men.
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