that was alarming to Elinor. But I have promised that the reader should
not be compelled to go through all the trouble and torment of her
thoughts.
Dinner, with the respect which is necessary for the servant who waits,
whether that may be a solemn butler with his myrmidons, or a little
maid--always makes a pause in household communications; but when the
ladies were established afterwards by the pleasant fireside which had
been their centre of life for so many years, and with the cheerful lamp
on the table between them which had lighted so many cheerful talks,
readings, discussions, and consultations, the new subject of anxiety and
interest immediately came forth again. It was Mrs. Dennistoun who spoke
first. She had grown older, as we all do; she wore spectacles as she
worked, and often a white shawl on her shoulders, and was--as sometimes
her daughter felt, with shame of herself to remark it--a little slower
in speech, a little more pertinacious and insistent, not perhaps
perceiving with such quick sympathy the changes and fluctuations of
other minds, and whether it was advisable or not to follow a subject to
the bitter end. She said, looking up from her knitting, with a little
rhetorical movement of her hand which Elinor feared, and which showed
that she felt herself on assured and certain ground:
"My dear, I have been thinking. I have made it out day by day. God knows
there were plenty of landmarks in it to keep any one from forgetting. I
can now make out certainly the day--of which we were speaking; and if
you will give me your attention for a minute or two, Elinor, you will
see that whatever the calendar said--which I never noticed, for it was
as often wrong as right--you are making a mis----"
"Oh, for Heaven's sake, mother," cried Elinor, "don't let us talk of
that any more!"
"I have no desire to talk of it, my dear child; but for what you said
I should never---- But of course we must take some action about this
thing--this paper you have got. And it seems to me that the best thing
would be to write to John, and see whether he could not manage to get it
transferred from you to me. I can't see what difficulty there could be
about that."
"I would not have it for the world, mother! And what good would it do?
The great thing in it, the dreadful thing, would be unchanged. Whether
you appear or me, Pippo would be made to know, all the same, what it has
been our joint object to conceal from him all his life."
Mrs. Dennistoun did not say anything, but she would not have been mortal
if she had not, very slightly, but yet very visibly to keen eyes, shaken
her head.
"I know what you mean," said Elinor, vehemently, "that it has been I,
and not we, whose object has been to conceal it from him. Oh, yes, I
know you are right; but at least you consented to it, you have helped in
it, it is your doing as well as mine."
"Elinor, Elinor!" cried her mother, who, having always protested, was
not prepared for this accusation.
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