"Oh, John!" she cried, "oh, John!" suddenly seizing him by the arm,
clasping her hands on it in the pretty way of earnestness she had,
though one hand held her parasol, which was inconvenient. The soft face
was suffused with rosy colour, so different from the angry red, the
flush of love and tenderness--her eyes swam in liquid light, looking up
with mingled happiness and entreaty to John's face. "Fancy what he says,
that he will not object to come here for half the year to let me be with
my mother! Remember what he is, a man of fashion, and fond of the world,
and of going out and all that. He has consented to come, nay, he almost
offered to come for six months in the year to be with mamma."
"Good heavens," cried John to himself, "he must indeed be down on his
luck!" but what he said was, "Does your mother know of this, Elinor?"
"I have not told her yet. I have reserved it to hear first what you had
to say: and so far as I can make out you have nothing at all to say,
only general things, disapproval in the general. What should you say if
I told you that he disapproves too? He said himself that there had been
too much of all that--that he had backed something--isn't that what you
say?--backed it at odds, and stood to win what he calls a pot of money.
But after that was decided--for he said he could not be off bets that
were made--never any more. Now that I know you have nothing more to say
my heart is free, and I can tell you. He has never really liked that
sort of life, but was led into it when he was very young. And now as
soon as--we are together, you know"--she looked so bright, so sweet in
the happiness of her love, that John could have flung her from his arms,
and felt that she insulted him by that clinging hold--"he means to turn
entirely to serious things, and to go into politics, John."
"Oh, he is going into politics!"
"Of course, on the people's side--to do everything for them--Home Rule,
and all that is best: to see that they are heard in Parliament, and have
their wants attended to, instead of jobs and corruption everywhere. So
you will see, John, that if he has been fast, and gone a little too
far, and been very much mixed up in the Turf, and all that, it was only
in the exuberance of youth, liking the fun of it, as I feel I should
myself. But that now, now all that is to be changed when he steps into
settled, responsible life. I should not have told you if you had
repeated the lies that people say. But as you did not, but only found
fault with him for being fast----"
"Then you have heard--what people say?" He shifted his arm a little,
so that she instinctively perceived that the affectionate clasp of her
hands was no longer agreeable to him, and his face seemed suddenly to
have become a blank page, absolutely devoid of all expression. He kicked
vigorously at one of the hillocks he had stumbled against, as if he
thought he could dislodge it and get it out of his way.
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