“Because--I see nothing but persecution before me. It was only a
week ago that it happened, and we wanted to keep it quiet for a
time; but things get out in spite of all one can do--things of that
sort, at least. And, oh, dear Jack, fancy! I have got three letters
already, all warning me against him; raking up trifling things that
have occurred long ago, long before he met me, and holding them up
before me like scarecrows--telling me he is not worthy of me, and
that I will be wretched if I marry him, and other dreadful lies
like that, which show me quite plainly that they neither know him
nor me, and that they haven’t eyes to see what he really is, nor
minds to understand. But though I see the folly of it and the
wickedness of it, mamma does not. She is ready to take other
people’s words; indeed, there is this to be said for her, that she
does not know him yet, and therefore cannot be expected to be ready
to take his own word before all. Dear Jack, my heart is so full,
and I have so much to tell you, and such perfect confidence in your
sympathy, and also in your insight and capacity to see through all
the lies and wicked stories which I foresee are going to be poured
upon us like a flood that--I don’t know how to begin, I have so
many things to say. I know it is the heart of the season, and that
you are asked out every night in the week, and are so popular
everywhere; but if you could but come down from Saturday to Monday,
and let me tell you everything and show you his picture, and read
you parts of his letters, I know you would see how false and wrong
it all is, and help me to face it out with all those horrid people,
and to bring round mamma. You know her dreadful way of never giving
an opinion, but just saying a great deal worse, and leaving you to
your own responsibility, which nearly drives me mad even in little
things--so you may suppose what it does in this. Of course, she
must see him, which is all I want, for I know after she has had a
half-hour’s conversation with him that she will be like me and will
not believe a word--not one word. Therefore, Jack dear, come, oh,
come! I have always turned to you in my difficulties, since ever I
have known what it was to have a difficulty, and you have done
everything for me. I never remember any trouble I ever had but you
found some means of clearing it away. Therefore my whole hope is in
you. I know it is hard to give up all your parties and things: but
it would only be two nights, after all--Saturday and Sunday. Oh, do
come, do come, if you ever cared the least little bit for your poor
cousin! Come, oh, come, dear old John!
“Your affect.
“E----.”
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