“I didn't marry, as you may know, until I was thirty-four. My wife
was the daughter of a small merchant in an Oregon village. I had been
married about a year when the first pirate fired across my bows--a
man who had worked beside me at Joliet. I found him in my office one
morning. He didn't know how much money I had, and struck me gently,
softly, for a thousand dollars. It was to be a loan. I gave him the
money; I had to. Why? Well, you see, my wife didn't know that I was an
ex-convict, and I couldn't bear to have her know of it. I did not fear
her so much as her friends, some of whom were jealous of our success.
Why hadn't I told her before my marriage? you are thinking. Well, partly
because I honored my father and my mother, and partly because I had no
sense of guilt in me. Secretly I was rather proud of the thing I had
done. If I had been really guilty of a crime I should have had to tell
her; but, you see, my heart was clean--just as clean as she thought it.
I hadn't fooled her about that. There had been nothing coming to me.
Oh yes, I know that I ought to have told her. I'm only giving you the
arguments with which I convinced myself--with which even now I try to
convince myself--that it wasn't necessary. Anyhow, when I married it
never entered my head that there could be a human being so low that he
would try to fan back to life the dying embers of my trouble and use it
for a source of profit. It never occurred to me that any man would come
along and say: 'Here, give me money or I'll make it burn ye.'
“I foolishly thought that my sacrifice was my own property, and was
beginning to forget it. Well, first to last, this man got forty thousand
dollars out of me. He was dying of consumption when he made his last
call, having spent the money in fast living. He wanted five thousand
dollars, and promised never to ask me for another cent. He kept his
word, and died within three months, but not until he had sold his pull
to another scoundrel. The new pirate was an advertising agent of the Far
West. He came to me with the whole story in manuscript, ready to
print. He said that he had bought it from two men who had brought the
manuscript to his office, and had paid five thousand dollars for it. He
was such a nice man!--willing to sell at cost and a small allowance
for time expended. I gave him all he asked, and since then I have been
buying that story every six months or so. When anything happens, like
the coming out of my daughter, this sleek-looking, plausible pirate
shows up again, and, you see, I can't kick him out of my presence, as
I should like to do. He always tells me that the mysterious two are
demanding more money, so, like a bull with a ring in his nose, I have
been pulled about for years by this little knave of a man. I couldn't
help it. Now my nerves cannot endure any more of this kind of thing. My
doctor tells me that I must be free from all worry; I propose to turn it
over to you.”
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